This is a very RARE footage I found in my old PC hardrive. This video was made 8 years ago when I first moved to Hollywood. When I was just "TILA NGUYEN"......way before the fame...but what exactly is "FAME?" Well I guess some are just born to be a ROCKSTAR and some aren't. You either have that STAR QUALITY, or you don't.......watching this video, U can clearly see the Rockstar shining brightly within me. I have a natural glow. My destiny.....already mapped out for me.

It's eerie when I watched this video, because it was as though watching a video of an old documentary of a beautiful star that was highly misunderstood, and watching a video of a star that is now deceased....watching a rare footage of a star that is now resting in heaven...as though I have forseen my future......R.I.P.

Never let a day go by and take it for granted, for you will never know when tomorrow will never come again........I hope my words aren't true, so let's just enjoy this rare vintage Tila footage shot 8 years ago before I became "FAMOUS"

Love Tila Nguyen

So I promised my Twitter follwers that I would post up a song of me singing live for them from my computer programs. Anyway, so I decided to sing this song I wrote called "NEW BEGINNING'S" because this is how I feel right now with all the chaos going on in my life! Anyway...take a listen to it and tell me if you like it. This is just a snippet and not the full song! But if u really like this song then I can put it out on Itunes for you! Let me know! Here it is:

Love Tila

So for the past 2 weeks since I launched my new social networking website, everyone keeps asking me what the hype is all about! Well it was hard for me to explain so I decided to make a video of it so you all see what we do up in the VIP BABY!!!! Wooohoooo! This is going to be the BEST new social networking website in the world! And yes, I usually get on cam everynight for my VIP MEMBERS! PARTY AT TILA'S! I can't wait for everyone to join the fun once my site goes public again in about 2 weeks or less!!!! SO STAY TUNED! U DONT WANNA MISS OUT ON THIS FUN! ENJOY!

Love Tila

INTRO: This was the original story that was written in the  Twilight Saga!  This is all the deleted scenes that will now be in the 5th Movie! "A SHOT AT LOVE WITH TILA TEQUILA AND THE TWILIGHT CAST"

The night was once again dark and gloomy.  It was so quiet and all you could hear was the rustle of the tree leaves as I sat at the top of the highest tree in the forest.  This has been my hiding place the entire time all of this Chaos has been happening between Edward, Bella, & Jacob...etc.  I sit atop of my tree as a dark Ninja in the night, watching over my children as they confuse themselves in childish chaos & confusing love triangles.  I sit quietly atop of my Ninja Hiding spot watching them daily, jumping from tree to tree, Roof to roof, without any of them ever seeing me.  I am the pure heart and soul that is the key to it all.  I am the key that is missing from what they all have been trying to find & figure out in their confused, torn, and tormented worlds.......but alas.....it was not my time yet to show myself.

I have been carefully been following them and keeping my eyes on all of them for months now.....flying quickly past them with my other Ninja's in the night.  We cascade carefully around the city, lurking every corner, every wall, watching, through every window.  The Ninjas of the night has the most power combined between the warewolves and the Vampires.  How silly of them not realizing that there is a much bigger, darker, more powerful force amongst them.......... The Ninjas.  I of course, am the leader of my pack.  My sensei sent me down here to watch over all of the forces fighting amongst each other, destroying themselves.  I do as my Sensei tells me to do, as long as it takes, I wait silently in the dark with patience.  My role is to finally show myself and my the rest of my Ninjas of the Night once things become too chaotic.....and now, after months of watching these kids, now is the time for me to come in and save them from destroying themselves.  Things are about to get crazy.......

CUT TO SCENE: Bella is losing her mind, lost, confused, heartbroken, she has lost her way.  She wants to just follow her heart, but she does not realize that her heart is not able to be heard truly with so much commotion surrounding her.  Jacob is trying to help her, but he doesn't realize that he is just making this situation worse.  Jacob loves her but really he just wants what he can't have.  Bella at this point is a challenge.  Jacob has fallen in love with his own infatuation to win over Bella because she is now a Challenge, since she confused & still in love with Edward......and of course, Edward, being who he is.....this is also too much for him to handle.  The intense love for Bella, and Bella's undying love for him, Jacob there to cock block everything, wolves and vampires fighting....this is all too much.

As all this is happening at the same time, I felt like now is my time to show myself.  In the midst of all the chaos, I fly down from my secret tree and float so quietly above them all, that they cannot see me at this point.  Finally once the Wolves were about to attack the other vampires I suddenly crash down into the middle of it all!!!!  Everyone was in shock for a second and stood still, surrounding me, as I am right smack dab in the middle of this brawl!  

Still with my Ninja face cover on & with my Katana Sword, they all stop and get ready to fight me next.  "WHO ARE YOU????"  They all scream at me, ready to jump on me, without realizing that my Ninja powers will destroy them all!  As all the Vampires & Wolves start to run towards me I spin with my Katana sword in circles as fast as a tornado and causes all the hair & wind to blow them back away from me.  They all fall down.

"STOP WHERE YOU ARE!" I command!  Then I rip off my mask and show my face! At first, silence!  Then they all gasp, "OOHHHH MYYY GOD! OHHH MY GOD! OMGGG DO YOU GUYS KNOW WHO THAT IS??? OMG! NO WAY! IT CAN'T BE??? IS IT?? COULD IT BE?? WOW THAT'S FUCKING TILA TEQUILA MAN! HOLY SHIT!"

Once they all realize it's me, Tila Tequila, the Legendary Ninja of the Night, they all start to chase me and scream "OMG TILA I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH!  PLEASE PICK ME! NO! DONT PICK HIM! PICK MEE TILA I LOVE YOU MORE DAMMIT!"  OHHH DONT LISTEN TO EDWARD OR BELLA FUCK THEM BOTH, I LOVE YOU TILA PICK MEEEE JACOB!"

So just like I said, I knew it would get chaotic once I get there.....so as they are all chasing me, I fly up from tree to tree and roof to roof while they all chase me around.  Bella is riding on Jacob once he transforms into a Wolf so they can follow me.  Edward also has tree climbing powers so he is right behind me on my tail.  I can't take this anymore!  This is not how this is supposed to be!  I am supposed to be here to help them, but now they have totally lost control and have all fall madly in love with me.  I needed to find STRENGTH in myself to stop running and FIX this problem, or else my Sensei will be VERY UPSET WITH ME!

So I finally stop hopping around from tree to tree & roof to roof.  I finall jump down to the floor in the middle of the grass field.  

"STOP!!!!!!" EVERYONE STOP RIGHT THERE!" I screamed out as I held my sword to them.  They all stop....all with their eyes deeply fixated on me.  Here comes the hard part.  I am going to have to tell them all the truth of what is going on and what they must do.  This will be painful and heartbreaking, but that is my job.  It is to make them stronger and realize who they really are and what their purpose in life really is.  They are all so lost and confused.  I is my duty to come save them.  So Edward, Jacob, and Bella all line up in front of me, with their lost puppy dog eyes.  It was as though they couldn't breathe. They were all holding their breath. I could hear all of their hearts pounding as all their attention was on me.

"Ok everyone! I know you all have had a rough time here for the past few months.  I have come down to save you from your troubles.  I am the truth.  I was sent here to tell you all what your purpose in life is, but unfortunately, only one of you will be able to leave this place and escape with me into a world of Paradise and everlasting love!"

"Edward, Please come forward" as I hold out my hand and he desperately grabs it, hoping that I will be the one he picks.

"My Darling Edward, I know u think you are immensely in love with me, but I'm gonna have to break this to you honey.   You are very sexy, deep, mysterious, and you do like to be in you're own world and I love that about you, but the truth is Edward....You are just in Denial.  You left Kristin, the woman that gave her heart & soul to you, not because you wanted to protect her, but you were running away from the fact that you're really Gay.  And u know what?? That's totally ok! The only reason why you THINK you're in love with me is because I have such manly, & powerful characteristics that you admire, that you aspire to be like.  So you're not really in love with me, Edward. You just want to BE LIKE ME!  But the truth is, You're Gay Edward & we still all love you just the same. Now that you know this, you can move on with you're live much happier!  Maybe you and that other Vampire dude can get together cuz I think he might be gay as well! Good Luck Edward. We will always be here to Support you!"

Edward, with a new found respect for me and the new realization of who he really is, was quiet for a second, and then slowly gave me a smile. A smile that you have never seen Edward do before! He has accepted that this really is the truth!

"Thank you Tila!  You have really helped me come out!  Thanks so much buddy!"  then gives me a "bro-hug"  then Edward starts skipping away to go find his real love...the other vampire dude and live happily ever after!

Now I call Jacob to come forth.  He is a little nervous because he hopes that he's not gay! I mean, he's got fabulous abs, but he's hoping that doesn't mean he's gay!  I could read his thoughts so I say to Jacob "Don't worry my precious one....you are not Gay like Edward."

"Whew! Thank Goodness!" Jacob says with relief!

"However my sweet love" I say to Jacob Sternly...."You thought you were in love with Bella, but the truth is, that's not real love.  It's only puppy love infatuation.  It happens to all the boys as they grow up and learn how to become a man.  You love a challenge & Bella gave you just that!  She was a challenge that you needed to conquer in order for you to finally feel like a MAN! Thats totally understandable my love, but it's not real love."

I then pull Jacob closer to me, looking up at his beautiful face, as I rub my hands on his chest down to his abs, softly caressing him.  Jacob looks into my eyes, ready to kiss me. He comes closer to my lips and I feel the sexual tension between us. I start to lean in closer to kiss him back but I suddenly stopped and said

"WAIT! Jacob....this is not our time yet baby.  I know you love me, and I am the one Woman, that is able to turn you into the man that you want to be. I am that woman that you will conquer one day & teach you everything you need to know about being a Man...but for right now my love, you have to wait one more year until you turn 18 and legal. Will you wait one more year for me my love?"

I speak softly to Jacob close to his lips as I ask him that question....I feel his heart beating harder. I caress his face, and put my fingers to caress his lips, sensuallly.

"One day, those lips will be mine baby....I promise you this!" I whisper to him in the most intense feeling.

"But for now....You're just going to have to wait one more year for me. This is going to be a tough test for you, but I believe in you! I know you can wait another year for me, so do as I say baby. I promise I will come back for you! But for now, you must go into hiding for a year and not come back!" 

Then I cup my hands around his beautiful face and give him a soft kiss on his cheek. "NOW GO MY LOVE! GO!"

Jacob transforms into a wolf again and runs off deep into the woods.....he was never seen again....

Now it is just Bella. She is standing there, scared, confused, lost, vulnerable, and on the verge of tears.

"Bella my sweet love" I say as I slowly walk towards her.  

"You my sweet love....I am what you have been looking for.  You wanted true love, but you were looking in all of the wrong places.  I have been here as your Angel, watching over you this whole time my sweet baby.  I have been waiting for this day for a very long time Bella!"

Bella looks at me with her vulnerable face. She doesn't know what to say. She's in such a confused state of mind.  So I walk over to her, put her hair behind her ears, as I run my hands down her neck slowly, until I reach my hands over her chest, and rest my hands on where her heart is.  I can feel her heart beating out of her chest as she begins to breathe heavier.

"Shhh....don't worry my love....I am your true love." I whisper softly to her as to not scare her.

Bella then submits and slowly wraps her hands around my soft & petite feminine waist. She pulls me in closer to her, I start to run my hands from her chest, & start to caress the back of her back with my fingernails, slowly tittililating her senses as her soft skin starts to get goosebumps all over.  She looks deeply into my eyes, and all I see is pure beauty in front of me.   Within that moment, I slowly lean in to kiss her soft lips.....it was a very slow and sensual kiss at first, but as Bella started feeling more comfortable as she felt my soft lips on hers, she started to pull me in closer and kiss me more passionately.  I grab her hair and kiss her deeply full of passion. I bite her lower lip softly then, I stop.  Bella slowly opens her eyes, after the most passionate kiss she has ever experienced, and says to me

"Baby, you are the one I have been looking for this whole time!" As she Sighs, She leans in to kiss me again, as if kissing me as become insatiable!!!  

I pull back and say "Bella my love, how does it feel be to be a lesbian?  Isn't it great?"

Bella jumps on me, as she wraps her legs around me and starts laughing of happiness, as I almost fall over, but I don't.  I carry her and we both started laughing!

"You are sooo silly baby! I love you so much!" Bella yells with excitement!

"I love you too Beautiful.......now.....let's get away from this horrid place full of bad memories!  Escape with me Bella! I'm going to take you away from here and from now on, you will never be heartbroken again!" I happily say to her.  

Then she hops on my back as I use my Ninja Skills to fly across the sky to take her to a secret special place.

"Wait!" Bell abruptly says.

 "What happens a year later when Jacob turns 18??"

I Sigh and say, "Bella.....tomorrow isn't even here yet, let's just live in the moment....I love you baby....now let's get out of here!"

Then off we fly across the midnight sky to our secret love escape island..........to be continued............

Tila Tequila Ninja In the Night.......5th Saga! 

Written by: Tila.. AKA Ninja of the Night!

Wow!  Ok so where do I begin?? There's soooooooo much stuff to tell you guys, so hang on tight....this will be a long blog, but hey....this is exactly why I need to blog to let u know why I never sleep & what major projects that I'm doing right now behind the scenes! Ahhh! ARE U READY??? OK *BREATHES* Lets Go!

1) MY MUSIC:  For the past couple of YEARS I have been consistently in the studio recording new music to put together my First Official Album! It's taken many years because I want this to be the BEST Album & I'm not trying to rush things.  I always knew deep in my heart that my album will finally come out one day when it's the RIGHT TIME!  It's always about timing in life.  You can't rush things.  U must believe, focus, and be patient.  On top of that, I have been soo busy working on building my Empire & Franchise that a lot of priorities have been shifted.  However I am HAPPY TO ANNOUNCE THAT MY HIGHLY ANTICIPATED ALBUM AFTER 3 YEARS OF WAITING HAS FINALLY BEEN FINISHED!!!!  So PLEASE stay tuned because my first single will be dropping within the next month or so!  Lots will be happening! Then the album will be released 1st Quarter of 2010!  All under my own record label:  Tila Tequila Records. POW!  This also means that since I have my own label, yes, I will also be looking for new artists to sign & be opening acts for me once I go on a worldwide & US tour! So new artists.....please stay tuned cuz I will most definitely be looking for new artists to sign to my new label. *sigh*  Finally!

2) TILA TEQUILA IPHONE APPLICATION: I have been working hard on putting together my very own Tila Tequila Iphone APP! So freakin cool!  There will be LOTS of cool features on the apps, like being the first ones, to preview & listen to snippets of all the new songs on my album, voting for which songs u like & don't like, daily photo updates, daily tila journal updates, music video's, & many more! U will be able to pretty much stay in contact with me everyday live on your Iphone! COOOL!  This Iphone Application should be launched very soon!  By the end of this year! So u better be ready!  Exclusive material sent to your phone that nobody else will have! YAY!  Damn, that Means I have to get myself an Iphone since I used to have a sidekick and now I have a Blackberry.  I have to get me an Iphone now.  Woohoo!  (That is...when I have time...LOL)

3) MY VERY OWN SOCIAL NETWORKING SITE! As a lot of you already know, I have been working EXTREMELY hard on building my own social networking website!  Do u realize how much work this takes?? OH EM GEEE!  OUt of everything I work on, I would have to say that this social network has, hands down, taken the MAJORITY of my time as I'm working on that website sometimes for 11 hours straight!  I don't sleep!  But I'm very passionate about this website & so far we have launched the site only about 2 weeks ago in BETA & the stats on the website has overwhelmingly exceeded our expectations!! AND ITS NOT EVEN OPEN TO PUBLIC YET!!!  I have only allowed about 2,000 private VIP MEMBERS to join so that we can test out the site & work out all the kinks & make sure everything is 100% working once we finally launch it for the PUBLIC to join!  So far all of my VIP MEMBERS Feedback at my new social networking website has been excellent!!!  

What I offer at my social networking website that no other social network site out there right now offers is that I have pretty much every feature COMBINED!  We have brilliantly laid out everyone's profile set up, so you can easily see everyone's page. It's not all over the place.  The minute you sign up, we also personally pick out top matches for people that we think may be a good match for you to be friends with or date, etc....just by going off of your profile interests.  So immediately, u will already have friends or potential lovers U can meet right away!  The best feature of course is my interactive flash chatroom!  NO OTHER SOCIAL COMMUNITY HAS THIS FEATURE!!!  This flash chatroom has many, many cool rooms in it.  Like "STRIP CLUB"  "NIGHTCLUB" "LESBIANS ONLY" "GAYS ONLY" "CYBER SEX" "30s & OLDER" etc.  And in each chatroom we have kind of  like a tiny chat/ustream feature......where everyone in the chatroom can go live on webcam & we all can chat & see each other on our webcams! It's like a mini crazy private party where everyone unleashes their wild side!  THERE ARE NO RULES IN MY CHATROOM!  That's the cool part!  & yes.....I will be doing live shows on my webcam chatrooms daily or weekly! & trust me.....if u think what everyone has been freakin out over my meltdown on Ustream recently.....that's nothing to the crazy shit I do in PRIVATE to my VIP MEMBERS.  Since I know it's private, I REALLY ALLOW MYSELF TO LET LOOSE!  That's cuz I know the whole world isn't watching & its a very intimate community.  It's fun, everyone is friendly plus super hot!  On top of that we have a "VIDEO ARCADE" feature where there are TONS of video games u can play if u get bored!  From sports games, football, basketball, golf, shooting games, war games, every game u can think of, we have it in my website chatroom! SOOOOOO DOPE! OMGGGGGGG!  The chatrooms are like a real life party cuz I have music set up in different rooms so people can "DJ" while other girls "STRIP" or give "lapdances" in our private webcam shows.  

So pretty much my social networking site will be Facebook, Ustream, Youtube, tinychat, Myspace & Twitter COMBINED!!!!!!! POW!  On top of that I have an EXCELLENT team of very LEGIT people who are helping me build this website!  So you KNOW THIS IS TOP QUALITY SHIT!  I have teamed up with some MAJOR business corporations who are PRO's at this type of stuff!  My Social Networking Staff consists of Former execs who worked for BILL GATES & MICROSOFT!  We have an ENTIRE BULDING FLOOR for our office where me & my team work 247 on this social community!  So you NOW it's some legit shit! I am the President of this franchise & on my way to becoming the next BIll Gates, Donald Trump, Oprah, and all the other moguls in our time.....except...I'm in my 20s and a Hot young, female President Mogul! POW!  Can't wait til it goes LIVE in a few more weeks!  2-3 more weeks or less! Stay tuned! This will be the HOTTEST NEW SOCIAL ONLINE NETWORK TO HAVE EVER EXISTED!

4) MY OWN CELEBRITY GOSSIP BLOG! I have been relentlessly working on putting together this new Gossip Blog!  I have put SOOOO MUCH WORK AND EFFORT into this that I have NO DOUBT IN MY MIND, that it will be BIGGER than Perez Hilton's site.  It's about time someone takes his spot and who better to do that then the other Queen of the Internet?? ME!  So let me tell u a little bit more about my gossip blog & what makes it so different than any other blogs: 

A) Gossip site will be called "TILA'S HOT THOUGHT'S-Hollywood's Most Dangerous Blog!" -This will be FRONT PAGE at my new social networking site. So you see? I have ALL OF THESE ELEMENTS & FEATURES COMBINED!  The Blog will be font & center main page just like Perez Hilton or TMZ.  Breaking news & Gossip will be updated constantly in REAL TIME...DAILY as it happens!

B) I have a legit team of paparazzi's, insiders & writers in Hollywood working for me: I have spent A LOT of time meeting with the TOP PAPARAZZI's in ALL OF HOLLYWOOD to get them to work for "TILA'S HOT THOUGHTS GOSSIP BLOG"  This means that my Gossip & News Blog will have EXCLUSIVE BREAKING NEWS INFO BEFORE ANYONE ELSE IN HOLLYWOOD GETS IT! DAAAAAAMN!  That is some OFFICIAL SHIT!  How do I get exclusive info on Hollywood Gossip before anyone else?? Well, that's cuz I'm smart.  I gave all the top paparazzi's & Insiders a very enticing proposal.  So of course, they can't say no to it!   So now this means I will LITERALLY RUN HOLLYWOOD!  ALl the paparazzi's who are on my team, will get EXCLUSIVE CONENT FOR MY BLOG FIRST!  How dope is that????  We will even get breaking news before Perez Hilton gets them! HOLY SHIT!  & this also means, that I will be owning Hollywood because all the paparazzis out there right now getting all the celebs & inside info, will be sent to me first and directly.  This means that Any celeb who gets on my bad side.....you're about to get fucked honey.  Cuz I have no shame in my game & Now that I'm blogging......ohhhhh the world of Hollywood is about to change!  Aside from me blogging, I will also have 2 other main legit writers to blog & update breaking news for me while I am away.  This is a 5 Star Legit team I have put together.  We are talking about some of the Paparazzi's who were the FIRST ONES there at Michael Jacksons Hospital and were the first to send out the news to alll the gossip websites!  Yes....those paps....will now be working for ME.  So daaaaaaamn my website will be 100% OFFICIAL EXCLUSIVE MATERIAL THAT U HEAR FROM FIRST BEFORE ANYONE ELSE GETS!  Can't get anymore powerful than that can u??  Please I think u will quite enjoy the blog, since it will be updated in REAL TIME, everyday, and exclusive stories.  It's FREE, and It's going to take over Perez Hilton's website!  The Bonus??  Seeing how I too, am a Celebrity, I know A LOTTTTT of inside juicy gossip about EVERYONE in Hollywood. And when I say EVERYONE, I mean EVERYONE!  From people who have gotten plastic surgery, to people who have cheated on very famous partners, to major scandals going down.  So warning to Celebs:  If u don't want me to put you on blast, I suggest you be on my good side & not on my shitlist....cuz trust me....I have all the juicy scandals and secrets about all of you! Be careful! POW!  

C) I RUN HOLLYWOOD & KEEP IT REAL FOR ALL MY Readers;  Yep....u guys all know me very well by now.  I'm not a sellout or a fake ass kisser. My blog will be dangerously honest, no barres held!  I'm gonna tell u guys everything u want to know & keep it real.  You know I'm all about being "FOR THE PEOPLE" so this blog, will be dedicated to all the people out there who like to hear REAL SHIT!  Perez has lost my respect cuz now that he's become friends with the celebs, his stories aren't "REAL" anymore cuz it all contradicting!  For instance we KNOW he's BFF with Speidi, yet when he blogs about them, he "PRETENDS" like he hates them but really he's just LYING to you guys to keep u interested.  That is FAKE SHIT!  My Site..will not be like that.  I don't take shit from anyone & will not be afraid to spill the beans.  Of course It wont be all about celebrity bashing.  I'll just write about what I want.  Plus we will also updated with Current Actual REAL news as well.  So u get the best of both worlds! OMG CANT WAIT! THIS WILL BE YOU GUY'S NEW FAVORITE GOSSIP BLOG TO GO TO! I GUARANTEE IT! 

5) MY NEW TV SHOW! wow ok so everyone has been asking me for ssooooo long when I will have a new TV SHOW...well  have gotten plenty of offers but I REFUSE to do something that I feel isn't true to myself so I had to turn down a few.  But the good news is, I recently had an amazingggg meeting with a TV Production Company who LOVED my new TV Idea Pitch & now..they are totally IN!  So this means that I have also been EXTREMELY BUSY meeting with the tv producers & gettin this TV show put together & hopefully it will air sometime by mid next year!! I can't tell u what this show will be about, but I guarantee you that It will be a MASSIVE HIT!  WHY?  well first of all cuz I'm a genius and I came up with a show idea that NOBODY HAS EVER DONE BEFORE EVER IN TV HISTORY!  BUt yes.....Your brilliant Commander has done it again! So be expecting to see me on your TV screens again very soon! Ahhhhh I'm so excited!!!

6) MY CHARITY WORK! You guys know how PASSIONATE I am about doing charity work.  Not for publicity but because of my shitty life growing up, I can relate to a lot of people out there and I know my ultimate destiny in life is to help people.  I am excited to announce that my own charity, a NON-PROFIT ORGANIZATION has already been set up & I have been busy meeting with all the people I need to meet with to get everything set up and ready to launch my very first own charity "JAYDEN'S ANGELS" My organization is built on providing the less fortunate children that are still in school, with new clothes, Shoes, and School Supplies!!!!  I am so excited about this!  I will have multiple charity drives every year to visit these schools and help these kids & take the pressure off of the parents who work hard but cannot afford to buy their children new clothes!  I would GREATLY APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET FROM MY TILA ARMY to help donate, and volunteer some of ur time to meet up with me & help me at my charity drives!  ARE YOU IN TO HELP SAVE THE WORLD WITH ME????  LETS GO BABY! TILA ARMY IS HERE TO SPREAD LOVE, JOY & HELP PEOPLE ELEVATE TO THE NEXT LEVEL!  Being able to help the less fortunate & make them smile is PRICELESS!  However in order for this to be very successful, I will need my Soldiers who have a good heart to help donate & spread the word & volunteer! We're going to do many great things together!  On top of that, I have teamed up with one of the worlds most respected philanthropists & we are about to combine our work & just make an explosive team to help save this world! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!  SO many charities I am currently working with & many many more to come!  Now that I have teamed up with some of the best Philanthropists, we are going to take you all, my TILA ARMY SOLDIERS with us on this crusade to SAVE THE WORLD!  My Goal is to one day win a NOBEL PRIZE for all the hard work we do to help people. & WE WILL! LETS GO! ARE U IN???

7) WORLD WIDE & USA TOURING: Wow I don't even know how I am able to do all of this and manage to get any sleep at all...but hey...that's what it takes to become successful!  U never see me out partying....U never see me in the Hollywood scene with all those other girls getting caught up in the Limelight & fame. Nope!  I'm always at home working cuz I don't care about being famous.....Im a smart girl, so I am spending all my time on building my EMPIRE & FRANCHIZE & being my OWN BOSS who RUNS THINGS!  I don't understand how some other very rich & famous people out there, who have sooo many opportunities to become a respected MOGUL & still be successful even when ur not famous anymore...but oh well...not worried about them....I'm gonna keep focusing on me.  Now....with my new music coming out soon....I will start doing  a worldwide Tour and USA tour!  This is going to be A LOTTTTTTTTTT of hard work & take up a lot of my time, but it's my passion so I'm excited!  I will start off slowly, so I dont get overwhelmed with all the other things happening.  So right now for instance, this week I will be performing in GERMANY & ISTANBUL, TURKEY!!  & throughout the year I will keep doing these mini tours until I have time to kick off my full blown tour! Ahhhhh! So excited!!!  I work very hard & I care about my fans very much....so I HOPE that you will all support ya girl & Commander when my album drops!  I am doing this myself so U gotta support ya girl! U BETTER GET MY ALBUM & TELL ALL UR FRIENDS TO DO SO AS WELL!  Cuz I rule & I care about you so u can show ur support in return by just getting the album! YAY!

8) PRESS/TV/INTERVIEWS/MAGAZINES: Right now I am being BOMBARDED with interview requests from all types of TV shows.  I'm shooting tons of magazine covers, which by the way, please pick up my current magazine cover that is out now for "STEPPIN' OUT" magazine!!!  The cover is on my website so go take a look when ur done reading this long ass blog! LOL.....so yea.....been busy doing lots of interviews & magazine shoots & new campaigns that will be launched this year as well as next!!!  Soo ummm....for all the haters who keep saying my "15 minutes of fame are up"  ummm.....please.  Who care's about fame when I'm a fucking FORTUNE 500 MOGUL UP THERE WITH ALL THE BIG DAWGS! BUt yea...I'm still famous & will be even more famous next year....so haters, you're just gonna have to bite your tongue ok? Cuz I ain't going NOWHERE! TILA TEQUILA IS HERE TO STAY! POW!

9) SHAWNE MERRIMAN CASE: You see all these GREAT NEWS & THINGS I AM WORKING ON and now....this bullshit???  Ok so to all the haters talking shit......please.....this Shawne Merriman case is the LAST thing I need to be hounded with in my world full of thriving businesses.  But regardless, I am a fighter & I am doing this for all victims of Domestic Violence.  I feel that although this bullshit has caused a lot of stress, and unnecessary negativity in my life, I am continuing to battle it out, not matter how ugly it gets, because I know that I was mis-treated and I want my justice! I want my justice & I want to take back what they all took away from me! My dignity, respect, and self-worth!  So all you haters who have nothing but blah blah blah things to say.....just save your breath honey....cuz I will win this time & it is wrong for someone to get away with criminal charges.  The world needs to understand that u cannot do something illegal & hurt someone & think u can get away with it!  WHy do u think I am so damn persistent in this???  It's not like I NEED this in my life! As a matter of fact, with all the positive things happening in my life this is the LAST thing I need! But Like I said....I know I'm doing the right thing by not giving up because I know damn well deep in my heart that I am telling the truth and have always been from the beginning!  Why else would I fight so hard for my justice otherwise?  Anyway....clearly u can see I have a lot on my shoulders......And I want to thank you all for your support through this time & your support for my many exciting POSITIVE PROJECTS that I have in store!  THIS ONE IS FOR ALL OF YOU, VICTIMS OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE! I AM FIGHTING FOR YOU! I LOVE YOU! 

10) MY AUTO-BIOGRAPHY BOOK: Ever since I did that little rant on twitter & everyone became so enthralled and captivated by my life story, it inspired me to start writing my 2nd book.  The story of my life, where I came from, and what I went through that makes me who I am today!  Once u read it.......everything about me will make so much sense to you!  Why I am such a fighter, why I can be such a rebel, and why it is that I have such a big heart & care about people so much.  This book....will definitely touch your hearts & hopefully allow you to get to know the "REAL ME" a lot better!  It will give me a chance to share the world my story & all the heartache that I've been through, my battles, struggles, and how I stayed strong through it all, and never gave up & grew up to become a successful young woman!  A True Inspiring, heartbreaking, compelling story of coming FROM RAGS TO RICHES!  I think it will help a lot of people and inspire them after they read my book.  Because my life growing up....I know for a fact that the majority of you can relate to because I was just a girl from Houston, Texas with BIG DREAMS!  Anyway....I'm really excited about this book.  It's so deep & emotional.  Plus all the love stories in it & all the characters....wow....it would be even better then the whole "TWILIGHT SAGA!"  I'm for sure going to one day turn my book into a bio pic movie of my life.  It will of course be a trilogy...so many beautiful love stories to tell............*sigh*

Damn......so there you have it!  There's so much more going on in my life but it's 6am right now and I have been working non-stop all day and now the sun is about to come up & I really need to get some sleep cuz tomorrow I have to wake up early for another interview!!!!!!!!!!! Ahhhh!  I barely have time for a love life cuz I barely even have time for "TILA ALONE TIME"  but hey.....I believe in all of this so much that one day I can finally look back, while I am vacationing on my own private island, that I BOUGHT, and say "DAMN....all that hard work.....really did pay off and was worth every sleepless night of busting my butt off & getting my team to believe in me as much as I believe in myself..... And there you have it! I'm making all my dreams come true & they have come true as we speak!  The power and magic of just having faith in yourself, patience, work hard, focus, & not waste time on being jealous or envious of others!  Just focus on yourself & you will go far!  Just like...yep....u guess it....MEEEE! YAY!  Spread the love!  I love you guys!  We have an exciting TILA TEQUILA TAKE OVER IN 2010 COMING UP SOON & I AM PROUD TO HAVE YOU ALL BE APART OF ALL THIS HISTORIC THINGS GOING DOWN!  

*sigh*  I hope you read through all that cuz it took me like 4 hours to write this! So the least u can do is read it all! LOL.....Commander Tila is going to get some sleep now!  I love you! And stay tuned cuz all the things I have listed above will be all happening within this year & early next year so dont miss out!

Love

Tila

PS-I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT I WILL HAVE MY VERY OWN HIGH-END DIAMOND & JEWELRY LINE COMING OUT! IT'S GONNA BE SO FIERCE! IM GONNA BLING YOU ALL THE FUCK OUT DRIPPED IN DIAMONDS! FABULOUS DHALING!  

ANOTHER THING IS THAT I AM CURRENTLY TEAMING UP WITH SOME OF THE BEST TEQUILA MAKERS TO MAKE MY VERY OWN BRAND OF TEQUILA!!! GUESS WHAT IT WILL BE CALLED?? "TILA TEQUILA" DUH! LOL ITS GONNA BE SOOO HOT! IT WILL BE BOTTLED IN A SEXY PINK BOTTLE IN THE SHAPE OF MY BODY & WILL HAVE THE SMOOTHEST TASTE! EVEN THO I DONT DRINK, I'M WILLING TO DRINK MY OWN ALCOHOL & TAKE A RISK AT FEELING LIKE SHIT FROM THE ALLERGIC REACTIONS! BUT IT'S "TILA TEQUILA SHOTS" HOW COULD YOU TURN THAT DOWN?? HEHEHE.......

YAYYYY! OK GOING TO SLEEP NOW. IT'S FUCKING 9:30AM AND I HAVE BEEN WORKING Nx FOR 13 HOURS NOW! I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP ASAP! GOT AN INTERVIEW IN A FEW HOURS! *SIGH* THIS IS MY LIFE ON THE DAILY. SLEEP FOR 2-3 HOURS A DAY.

GREAT NEWS FOR ALL OF GERMAN & TURKISH FANS! I'm GOING ON A MINI TOUR OVERSEAS! OMG I'm sooooo happy! So excited cuz this is my first time EVER going to GERMANY & ISTANBUL, TURKEY! Ahhhhhh! And even better?? I will actually be there to PERFORM LIVE IN CONCERT WITH "HOT ROD" for our smash single "I LIKE TO FUCK" I can't wait!

After MONTHS of silence.......Justice 4 Tila is FINALLY on the way!

Tila Tequila is a Fighter & YOU KNOW THIS!!! I have moved forward and am now pressing charges AND suing that Shawne Scaryman fella!!! TILA ARMY ARE U READY TO RIOT AND MARCH WITH ME IN THE STREETS AND SHUT THE TOWN DOWN??? HELL YEA LETS GO!!!! TILA ARMY DOES NOT BACK DOWN BABY! LET'S DO THIS! WE GONNA SHOW THESE MOTHERFUCKERS TO NOT EVER, EVER HURT THE TILA ARMY COMMANDER IN CHIEF AND GET AWAY WITH IT??? OHHH NOOOOOO SIR!  TILA ARMY WILL NOT TOLERATE THAT! 

So TILA ARMY SOLDIERS AND WARRIORS....ARE YOU GUYS READY TO SHUT THIS FUCKING SHIT DOWN OR WHAT??????? NOBODY WILL EVER FUCK WITH US AGAIN! WE GONNA WIN THIS MY LOYAL WARRIORS OF THE NIGHT!!  FINALLY.....THE TRUTH IS ABOUT TO COME OUT! YESSSSS!  I HAVE KEPT QUIET FOR SO LONG!!!!! THIS IS FOR ALL MY SOLDIERS AND WARRIORS! I AM FIGHTING THIS FOR ALL OF YOU!!!!!! I GOT YOU! I AM A LOYAL COMMANDER AND I WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOUR BACK, JUST LIKE YOU HAVE MINE! TILA ARMY FOR FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!

 LET'S TAKE THIS FUCKER DOWNNNNNNNNNNN! POW!

Hey Everyone!

So I have some really AWESOME NEWS for all of my German and Turkish Fans! Guess what???????? I AM FINALLY COMING TO YOUR COUNTRY TO GO ON TOUR!!!!! Yay! I told you a long time ago that I was very busy setting this up for you guys and now it's finally happening! I will be performing my song "I LIKE TO FUCK" Featuring HOT ROD!  This is such a hot song that we did together and now this is going to be OUR VERY FIRST TIME PERFORMING IT LIVE TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!! This is going to be an EPIC CONCERT!  Tila Tequila & Hot Rod performing "I LIKE TO FUCK" onstage! WOW!  

So get ready Germany & Istanbul, Turkey cuz I'm coming to your town on November 28th & 29th!!!! Please stay tuned for more info on what time and the address for the concert venue!! OMGGGGG IM SO EXCITED! ARE YOU??????  I'll see you all very soon! I can't wait! I'm going to go hard when its my part of the song! Ohweeeee Tila is gonna KILL IT onstage! POW! Stay Tuned.....more USA tour dates, new Tila Music and album, and Tila Iphone Apps coming next month!...............To be continued 

Love

Tila

PS-THIS IS MY FIRST TIME GOING ON TOUR AND WHAT OTHER UNSIGNED ARTIST, WHO WRITES HER OWN MUSIC, WORKS THIS HARD, AND GETS TO PLAY AT A SOLD OUT ARENA IN GERMANY???????? DAMN! ME, OF COURSE!!!! WOW BOSS STATUS! I FEEL SO BLESSED I AM GOING TO CRY! I CAN'T BELIEVE MY DREAMS ARE COMING TRUE! *CRIES* I AM ACTUALLY PERFORMING LIVE AT AN ARENA!!!!!!! EVERYONE WILL BE CHEERING FOR ME! *CRIES AGAIN* I LOVE YOU ALL! THANK U SO MUCH FOR STICKING WITH ME DURING MY ADVENTURE TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP!!!! HERE WE GO!

Hey Guys!

I am so excited to be able to work with Keep-A-Breast Foundation!  It's a great charity that I work with that help raises money for Breast Cancer Patients!  So what I have done is they casted my boobies and molded them then painted it by a famous painter!  There is only ONE ORIGINAL PIECE MADE of my breasts and YOU CAN OWN THIS!  How cool is that??  Who else can say "I OWN TILA TEQUILA'S BOOBS?"  hahaha!  Anyway so please please help out because all the money will go to CHARITY!  Tila Army, I need you and a dying person with breast cancer out there needs you too! Save a life and own my boobs!  I will donate up to $10,000 to Keep-A-Breast Foundation!!!!!!!! LET'S GO TILA ARMY! START YOUR BIDDING!  The winner will also recieve a PERSONAL PHONE CALL FROM ME TO SAY THANK YOU AND SEND U A KISS! Ohhhhh Sooo Lucky! hehe....I will be donating up to $10,000 to Charity! YAY! Click link below:

CLICK HERE TO BID ON MY BOOBS!

CLICK HERE FOR OTHER PLAYBOY MODEL BREASTS!

Love Tila