BITCHES AIN'T SHIT BUT HOES AND TRICKS!
Thunderfuck my mouth is shut. Been a while, feel like a cunt.
Can't wait for this drama to pass.
Oh the joy.....fuck you. My ass.
Live a lie.
Tell my mind.
Over soon. I can't deny.
You will all soon see, the truth in my eyes.
Smile on my face, the loving embrace....but instead I'll punch you in the face.
For a long time coming....I let you touch me....now that it's over bitch....You better start running.
Pent up inside....telling these lies....this has gone too far.....the world will soon die.
Only 1 more day. To feel this way. Tomorrow I smile....brings another day!
Back to myself. Nobody else. Fuck all this bullshit. I'm back to myself. Yes. Thank the fuck God.
Tila
the crazie crak monkie aka the bastardl known as chi
For what is, its good. Thanks, Tila.
~Ross
You should gather some friends up and go to the spa and get pampered like theres no tomorrow! You have so many people here for you, don't be shy or ashamed to rely on us. Kristy sure as hell made the wrong decision and it's something she'll regret for the rest of her life because you're smart, funny, beautiful and you've proved that you're ready for love and that you'd be a loyal and loving companion. I hope with all my heart that you'll find love.
-Jessica
But you have no idea how gorgeous you are! I hope your already out there getting someone who will love and appreciate you! And it's not all about looks for you, just from what I've seen in your show (And it's probably the most down to earth show on MTV..and that's saying something) Your a very nice girl! You have a lot of things going for you, and I know you'll be just fine. :) Love ya!
xoxo Kristin
i hope you feel better im here if you need sumone to talk to.
love Nic
~Love always..... Lindsay
-Lyssa
i hope when we meet we wont part.
i maynot by very smart. but i llove you with al my heart. ha ha ha ha i stink at writing poems but i do love you tila and i wish you could meet me i would treat you like a queen. i would neel one one knee and ask you to mary sweet little me. lol i hope that everything works out and you find your true love soon i hate seeing you cry kristy is a bitch and i think you need a sweet little inocent girl in your live. everyone saies opposite attracts lol. i am sorry you got hurt again. you don't deserve it babe. i wish i was there i would be by your side thoughout life. no matter what.
i know you're going through rough moments, and feeling black and blue.
but remember, tons of people, will always care about you.
stay gold,
karlidillane,ontario,canada. * karrdillane.
Are u that dumb?
~Lindsay
;)
Yes your hurt and yes time heals most wounds. But as long as you have God he will give you your hearts desires. Even if it is not his desire for you. It is up to you to deal with the out come and destiny of it. ( I think you should have stuck to Danny). Any way, you don't need to be told you are beautiful any more, so I will tell you that you are smart, intelligent, and full of live. So hang in there it will come. You did nothing wrong, You were in love. So my prayers are with you.Keep up the good work.
you won't find love if you search for it you have to let it come upon you! It is right under you nose baby gurl..so be patient and look for the "signs"
~RiCo~
-India
Hey Beautiful Sweet Heart its me again I am so sorry that ur heart got broken again that is so sorry to lead u on when ur tryin so hard to find someone to be their 4 u an keep taken the key time after time that is not rite at all in any kinda way I mean come on if u dont want some one tell them instead of keepn on leadn them on but I kno if I had that chance their would be nothin anyone could do to keep me from stealing ur heart an healing it so u could jus forget about all the sorry people that hurt u time after time I jus wish I could have one chance to jus show u what everyone needs to sho a beautiful lady like u I cant belive anyone in this world could hurt u or even think about hurting u all u deserve is to be shown all the love an care in the world I mean just readn up on u an watchin ur shows jus make me fall in love with u I mean I dont kno u but I would give u the world if I could pick it up ur jus to perfect of a gurl for any one to pass up like that I mean who in their rite mind could turn down an angel like u their I no posible way I could ever think about hurting u all I would want to ever see is that beautiful smile 24/7 I mean who woulnt I kno I would never kno what that is like but I have had my heart broke so I do kno what thats like it is nothin to play with it hurts so bad that u could never explain that kinda pain but I kno an wish that was me up on that walk to ur love but it isnt but I just hope that everything goes great for u an jus hope that ur life long love comes an u have the life u always dreamed about I kno I have done feel in love with u an have never meet u in my life all I have is what I see an I wish I could have actually had that shot at ur love but I do want to tell u that ur definitely not doin one thing wrong baby u just get played by the best an im sorry it keeps happening like that but ur luck will change sweet heart I mean ur jus to perfect an so beautiful ur jus like an angel well im goin to go Love ya Lil B
well in the end, it came down to what your heart told you.. you learned the hard way.. and it sucks Kristy had to wait to the last minute and lead you on knowing you were in search of something real..
so in the meantime, you should forget about her.. and about the spotlight for a while..give yourself time to rest and think about all that happened.. clear your thoughts and be patient.. you have a career to focus on that is way more important than her.. best wishes and good luck.. we're here for you..
Love you tila
Always
Night by night and day by day, the emptiness is always here to stay
Looking around I hate to see the passion and life not including me
It pours more and more heavily as I wish to say,"Could it ever be a different way?"
For them it's alive but for me it's dead, like a spoonful of something I need to be fed
So "Help me" I plead to anyone who knows how they live, how they think, how they feel, how they grow
If only you are exactly like me, I feel sorry for you but it helps me to see
If I'm not alone then who else is there? For us will it ever begin to be fair?
If they think it's such a problem let them just see, what it's like without it, what it's like to be me
If they think it's so hard, why do they continue? because they know in their hearts it's the only way through
Through life, through each day. through anything you say
Through hope and through hate, through everything you face
Through happiness, through pain, through everything you gain
Through the mystery and the clues. through everything you lose
Through the earth and the sun, through the moon and the stars
Through war, through peace, through everyone you meet
Through sadness, through death, through anything you can guess
So when you wake up and lie in your bed you can think about everything I've just said
If you're someone I know and you know what I mean then your dreams can be found, they can be seen
-India
UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!!!!!
Love always,
~maria~
TAKE THE RISK,
you live, the ONLY ONE DIFFERENCE IS:
YOU LIVE!
Tilaaa you will find your one true love
=]
Tila, I'm truly sorry. It's one thing to have your heart broken and another altogether to have it on television, played over and over again for the world to see. If I could impart to you one thing, it is that you were not humiliated. Even just watching the show and knowing the courage you had in not just opening up to the world about your bisexuality but allowing the world to see your heart, wearing it literally on a sleeve; it is that you are one of the most beautiful people in this world. You may not have an Oscar in your hands to hold for what you've done, but I think you deserve one. You are beautiful.
Chin up, darling. There is a one for everyone, and fate is just gently telling you that you haven't found him/her yet.
Much Luv
I watched the last show of Tila season 2 and I was so upset and I immediately signed up here to let you know what was on my mind. First off there is nothing wrong with you! You have an inner beauty,sexiness and sass which allows you to have a glow about you. Not many people have that glow,Tila. Please understand that you are one of the rare few. However people who are insecure and their hearts filled of despairation will track you and set you up. To make this world think that you are nothing. People know the truth ,Tila. They know you are precious to this world. So stand back and observe people well cuz they can be quite the magicians and will pull many tricks on you. I know sometimes the passion seems so strong but you have to watch them carefully to see if they have a game to play with you. It is so brave of you to put your heart out there but an angel like yourself should always be guarded!
All my love!
CHRISTOPHER OREO
...........even though ima stranger lol
XoXo
special!
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but Tila, think this way. I believe everything happens for a reason. Do you?
And you are not with anyone is because you are going to meet your dream person very soon.
this mess is for all the things that is going to happen in the future.
good stuff!
so please try to keep your face up and smile.
your smile bring everyone and YOU happiness.
-Dolled
angie
WE LOVE YOU TILA!!
Jenna
Back to yourself? Nobody else? (Bullshit!) And fuck everyone that beared their hearts for you??? You heartless cunt!!!
Please God, let their not be a season 3! Spare us all! Especially the young people that look up to this...no words.
xoxo
Sassy
Listen, I know your hurt after what Kristy did to you but you really need to think of it this way. At least she told you before she took the key, I don't think she used your show just to be on TV. I think that you should be glad that she did tell you how she felt before she took a shot at love with you..
I know how you both feel, yes I'd be pissed and hurt to which is how you prolly feel and embarrassed to because you took the chance and she screwed you over.
Though on the other hand, I understand where Kristy is coming from too yes she did tell you before you made your decision so I think that you should have taking a little more time to think things over or to try and talk to her to see how she felt and all.
I wish you all nothing but the best of luck, and you will I promise you you will find love maybe not threw your show but you will because your an amazing girl.
Take care =]
Love always,
Tonya
alright i think that kristy is a fake ass bitch !
how could you take a key week after week and tell someone you love them and that you want to be with them and shit then fucking take someones heart and break it and throw that in their face you have to be the biggest ass hole ever. && not only did she hurt you but bo could have had you and she fuckin tricked you both, if i was to ever see her id spit on her cause she anit nothing but a dumb slut !
tila i think that you shouldnt do another show because i think that people are just gunna start fucking with you even worse just so then can be "famous" which is bull shit cause you worked for what you have and they just wanna steal your light and thats fucked up. you need to just meet someone without the whole world watching i mean i love your show like soo much but i think it would be better for you.
and your not doing anything wrong its just that theirs alot of ass holes in the world and you keep getting involved with them. you need someone nice who doesnt want to just use u for fame.
Hope
Much as I want to cry
anger I feel because my heart you have denied
trudged up in fear that my heart you'd break
my last key you did not take
yet all that you said I dont believe and it had to be fake
Time and time again you accepted my key
Why so you could be on famous on TV
I know that one day love is mine to find
and this wound you left will heal in time
This will only make me stronger and more determined to find
the one thats waiting out there wanting this heart of mine
until then I will take a moment to catch my breath
to deal with all the emotions I feel inside which is the true test
This will only make me stronger and ready to receive that special one
thats somewhere out there waiting for me.
You will find that special someone and I won't break your heart.
:P
babe, i know someone very well...she knows how it feels and what it means to get the heart broken...she just can't count those wounds anymore with both hands fingers of her...she feels so so sorry for you and wishes she could heel you hearts wounds by endless kisses and all the warmth she wants to offer you...and she hope you know that she would take each fuckin chance to let you know that she woul do everything shes able or even unable to do, but she would do, even try to make wine only by water^^...and i hope you believe in me when i say that she is the one who will never never never break your heart because she loves you...and if you REALLY love someone (and thats what she does!!!) you will never break this persons heart and prefere to die before... thats what she always ueses to say...everytime she look at the fotos and picture and videos of you, everytime shes seeing your face, your beautyful amazing eyes, ahe gets burning tears in her eyes because she doesnt believe that you will ever hear her calling, weeping and crying for you.that you will never see those tears she cried because of the pain this "truth" costs...
i know her very well and i also know, that she the person you are looking for, the one who makes you happy and lucky for eternity, even after death she would give everything to make you feel fine and to make you smile and wipe away your tears costed by all those fuckin bitches and bastards thought they were allowed to broke your heart and felt nothing the whole time they had the honor to share life with you....heal those wounds they left with endless kisses and hold you so close that you feel saved and comfortable...i know she would die for you and give her whole heart to you...
if you want to get to know the one you were always looking for, the one who will love you even after her death, the one who will read out each wish by your eyes then you only need to contact me and i promise, no, i swear you will find true love!!!
I WANTED TO CRY FOR YOU WHEN I SAW THE SHOW BUT WHATEVER FUCK IT YOU DONT NEED ANYONE AND I THINK YOU SHOULD STOP LOOKING FOR LOVE ON TV AND LET IT FIND YOU, THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE THAT WANT YOU ON YOUR SITE AND THAT WOULD BE REAL TO YOU LOOK AT ME!!!!!!!LOL JUST JOKING GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK AND FUCK EVERYONE ELSE.
If you do a season 3 you should bring back Dani.
Shoulda picked Jersey
LOVE U ,TILA
-Amy-
XOXO
LIVE, LAUGH, & LOVE ENDLESSLY!
-Lindsay San Antonio, TX
i hope you feel better babe.=/
getting your heart broken isnt easy at all. & i know
how you feel.
but good rap though =)
i love you tila
love, jess from philly =)
mwaaah
It seems like you're trying to find yourself on this reality show moreso than love. You've turned your sexuality into your identity. Is that really all you want to be known for? You seem like an intelligent woman. Why not find love out of the limelight.
The Bemused
best techinal poem. Who cares really about techinal structure, a poem is to allow you release what you are feeling. After writing this, i hope it helped you to feel better. Now, nock that dust off your shoulder and get back to finding your one love.
sorry love fucked with you....
Dude Fuck you. Just because your life's shit doesnt mean you can ragg on someone else's. If you dont like it so much then why the fuck are you on this site? your probably just some conservative cock sucking cracka who has no life so you sits watching porn all day on your computer. get a damn life of your own and maybe just maybe someone might actually like you. Keep hitting the glass dick maybe YOU'LL overdose!!!!!!
...said the chick who looks like she'll probably die from choking on twinkies. Go on, keep eating. Since you love Tila's show so much, it's apparent you're more than capable of ingesting large amounts of shit. Nice knowing you, Orca.
If someone hurt you remember that there are a lot of people who really LOVE you!