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BITCHES AIN'T SHIT BUT HOES AND TRICKS!

Thunderfuck my mouth is shut. Been a while, feel like a cunt.
Can't wait for this drama to pass.
Oh the joy.....fuck you. My ass.
Live a lie.
Tell my mind.
Over soon. I can't deny.
You will all soon see, the truth in my eyes.

Smile on my face, the loving embrace....but instead I'll punch you in the face.
For a long time coming....I let you touch me....now that it's over bitch....You better start running.
Pent up inside....telling these lies....this has gone too far.....the world will soon die.

Only 1 more day. To feel this way. Tomorrow I smile....brings another day!

Back to myself. Nobody else. Fuck all this bullshit. I'm back to myself. Yes. Thank the fuck God.

Tila

Posted on 07/01/2008 4:39 PM Visits: 214 Hot Spots: 24
crakmonkie: 07/01/2008 4:50 PM
the circus messed up your head, your thoughts arent even strait, i already see it, you just deny it, maybe its you who needs to see your own truth since you been playing the game for fame and you forgot your own name thinking you rnot to blame its a damn shame i wish you could see as the same, so try and deny that lie, thinking it will die when you say bye bye, so try not to cry, it might not last the spell you cast, time moves by fast hoping not to crash in the mad dash for some quick cash but atlast it shall all pass, sorry to put you in your place, i wish i could say it face to face, but the race was nothing more then a paper chase, hopefully that isnt the case but th emistakes you cant erase to save face

the crazie crak monkie aka the bastardl known as chi
acidbath314: 07/01/2008 4:55 PM
Uhoh. LOL. Doesn't sound good. *Backs away from Tila very slowly*.

For what is, its good. Thanks, Tila.
guerrillasoul: 07/01/2008 4:57 PM
Hey sweetie, just thought I'd check in and by the looks of things....looks like we need to get you a cocktail and a 25 hour massage!!! Hope Sweden was great and see you at Sr. Freds sometime! Muah lovey! Take care, keep you head up! I'll come Hoooo Riiiide all those that make you feel like this!
koreanlori: 07/01/2008 5:03 PM
aww tila you ok? feel better babe muah =)
sexcguerilla: 07/01/2008 5:08 PM
Breakup? sounds like you're really hurt, hope you feel better. I wrote you something, hope it puts a smile on your face.
boultinb: 07/01/2008 5:12 PM
You must love yourself before you can give and love someone else. This is the time of reality tv and you played the game obiviously so well, you brought the world with you. Take the time to find yourself, because you are the only one who has to look into the mirror. Once you do that, life and love will come to you. Always remember, not everyone is AGAINST you, and there are still TRUE friends by you !! Keep your head up...Loving you
yasminnaomi: 07/01/2008 5:23 PM
I see you have been hurt.. You are a strong woman and you'll come out off this even stronger! never give up hope never give up live.. But as far as I know you you won't!! Keep strong sweetie
lina1234567: 07/01/2008 5:28 PM
wow tila i hope everything ok sorry u have to hear all bullshit from people i love yor smile i hope to see even after all this bullshit love lina
sara3mtv: 07/01/2008 5:59 PM
Uh... I guess this isn't a good sign. Or it is... Because you said "thank the fuck God". I guess it's good. Supporting you no matter what... So if it's bad, I hope you feel better... If it's good, great. Great poem!!!!! Speaks the truth.
guerrillahollywood: 07/01/2008 6:17 PM
Hey sweetie, just thought I'd check in and by the looks of things....looks like we need to get you a cocktail and a 25 hour massage!!! Hope Sweden was great and see you at Sr. Freds sometime! Muah lovey! Take care, keep you head up! I'll come Hoooo Riiiide all those that make you feel like this!
Lol...Wow T...Soul said it all...By the way...U should kick it with Soul..U and her would hit it off great!
imageex33: 07/01/2008 6:24 PM
sounds like things arent going good i hope things look up for u love ya tila
cuteeestuff: 07/01/2008 7:12 PM
sounds like a breakup... tht sucksssssss:/ but reallee good poem it does speakthe truth
czawacki: 07/01/2008 7:21 PM
chin up darling. your beautiful inside and out.
yuyu9: 07/01/2008 7:30 PM
Sound lke a breakup... that always hurts.... hope you are ok, girl...

~Ross
kweenieandi: 07/01/2008 7:31 PM
aww cheer up tila!!! im srry for what ever made u feel this way! xoxo
momonstrike: 07/01/2008 8:03 PM
Aw Tila.....*picks up the pieces of your heart* ...again?! Perhaps maybe you shouldnt be lookin for love in the spot light.....just remember woman...all of us women arent so bad.....keep on ventin the feelings out and dont let em build------much love............
misslynzie: 07/01/2008 8:06 PM
Hey i know kristy hurt you alot, but there will be more in the future to do the same. I would thank her to know that you didnt spend the rest of your life with someone who didnt truely care about you. Stop loooking for love and maybe one day he/she will be at your door :)
jordancomeau4: 07/01/2008 8:07 PM
you odnt deserve anything mean or nasty or hurtful from anyone because you are a great person, and because one person turned down your love because they were fucking stupid enough not to take someone as great as you and you dont deserve that, you will find someone who loves you for who you are, no questions asked, you deserve much better and i hope you know that.
sugarbayb846: 07/01/2008 8:07 PM
I know its hard baby boo..but you have to just push your way through..I sent you and i told you everything..i just hope you dont "hurt" yourself over this...you are so much better then that bitch..
jessiwhat: 07/01/2008 8:07 PM
Hey Tila...Just saw the show and i'm so sorry. Maybe it's true that you can't find love on a TV show..
You should gather some friends up and go to the spa and get pampered like theres no tomorrow! You have so many people here for you, don't be shy or ashamed to rely on us. Kristy sure as hell made the wrong decision and it's something she'll regret for the rest of her life because you're smart, funny, beautiful and you've proved that you're ready for love and that you'd be a loyal and loving companion. I hope with all my heart that you'll find love.
-Jessica
valoel: 07/01/2008 8:07 PM
Wow, that really hurt you really bad, I'm sorr that had to happen, just remember that the more you look for love, the more you are likely to find it. One rule about looking for love is to never give up hope, never ever. The right person for you is out there Tila, all you hav to do is to have faith that you will find them. Keep searching beautiful, there is someone for you somewhere, who knows, they may be on this site! Love you beautiful!
iheartila729: 07/01/2008 8:08 PM
Tila im so sorry i feel sooo bad for u you have no clue how bad i feel for you i was shocked of what kristy did to you im so sorry that you got your heart broken again very sorry
vmr: 07/01/2008 8:08 PM
Kristy doesn't deserve to have you. She lead you on when you could have been finding love with someone else. She's fake. You will find someone much better than her. Just keep your chin up and give it time :)
jasonfromnj: 07/01/2008 8:10 PM
Hello to all. I just watched that last episode of SAL with Tila. I can't believe she just got her heart broken.. again. I totally understand where she is coming from. I am a normal, honest, easy going person. And, I am still still. Why do the best people always place last? Tila, if you read this. If you need to chat, I'm all ears. I feel the same way you do when it comes to relationships. Watchin' you cry. Makes my heart hurt for you. Thank you. Jason
calixram: 07/01/2008 8:11 PM
Kristy is a two faced bitch!! She should have told you right from the beginning. I'm so sorry that you got your heart broken. xxoo
heycameron: 07/01/2008 8:12 PM
Tila, I know everyone is saying sorry..And don't get me wrong. I'm sorry too.
But you have no idea how gorgeous you are! I hope your already out there getting someone who will love and appreciate you! And it's not all about looks for you, just from what I've seen in your show (And it's probably the most down to earth show on MTV..and that's saying something) Your a very nice girl! You have a lot of things going for you, and I know you'll be just fine. :) Love ya!
kimmieb22: 07/01/2008 8:12 PM
bitch dont no what shes missing, take time to relax
whutthefuck: 07/01/2008 8:12 PM
What the fuck was that? Im glad your heart got broken again. You knew BO was right for you. Your just about the show and making money. If you were really looking for love, you wouldnt of let this show air after Kristy so called broke your heart. I know its for fun but if your serouis about finding love go to BO.
candace69sexymama: 07/01/2008 8:12 PM
tila im so sorry that happened to u kristy is a dumb bitch she should of never led u on like that realy sucks u got u heart broken like that u dont deserve it u are no doing any thing roung dont think that i wish u the best and i hope u get throught this if it was me i would of never of done that to u . u are a great person in side and out ! i realy think we would be a great couple heres my numder sweety 941 301 9292 give me a call if u need some suport ive been through the same thing my hole life and im looken for the same thing! xoxoxoxoxox
kcorniel: 07/01/2008 8:12 PM
I know its probably been months since the show ended and you are probably or better yet most definately hearing the same thing from just bout everyone. But I'll say it anyway. It sucks that she waited till the last second to decide that she didn't want the key. It was very immature. I'm assuming she only wanted it before because everyone else did. What she did was unfair to Bo, and most of all to YOU. You deserve better. You kept asking yourself 'whats wrong with me??" Theres nothing wrong with you.

xoxo Kristin
bribaby24: 07/01/2008 8:15 PM
I cried when I watched that show beautiful. I was wishing I knew you and could be there to hold you and tell you that there's nothing wrong w/ you...it's people not knowing how to be accepting of love...only wanting what's in it for them. It takes time girl but you deserve all the love in the world I can tell. I'd love to get to know a girl like you. I've been in the same boat so many times. Oh the places we could go...
nic7jean: 07/01/2008 8:15 PM
im in the same position oyu are in.i love my girl but then i love my boi. sooner or later im gunna have to pic one of them and its gunna suck.
i hope you feel better im here if you need sumone to talk to.
love Nic
kel86: 07/01/2008 8:16 PM
That was a very truthful poem T!! I dont have any words to say that would make you feel any better...Thats a ruff road to go down...I know it as well!!! Life throws us so much and times get hard...but life goes on and fate takes hold...things we dont undrstand will be understandable in time...life has a balance of the good and the bad!!! The goog with the bad...and the bad with the good...But dont give up you have come so far and your time to shine will come!!! You just be strong and remember your Tila Tequila and the world will stop in tracks for your day!!! Keep your head up smile and keep an open mind...The winds of fate will take you where you belong!!! Peace girl...Im sorry bad things happen!!!!
cutiemanda1: 07/01/2008 8:16 PM
Suck it up and smile, girl! You're tough! Besides, there can't be a rainbow without any rain....
giggit: 07/01/2008 8:16 PM
all i have to say is fuck kristy........yes, i understand what she said but why drag it on to the end.....seriously......it's over and done with but bitch should of grabbed her ovaries and walked the fuck away.....im soooo sorry sweetheart....nothing is wrong with you just remember people who lie and hurt get everything in return......
mixedfeelings: 07/01/2008 8:18 PM
I'm so sorry Tila. I know that you are hurting now and I know that things will get better. You are right. Just keep your head up and love will find you when you least expect it or are even looking for it. I know that this situation sucks right now, but you have all of us... Your biggest fans and supporters right behind you. Stay positive, because that is the kind of person that you are. We all just want to see you happy!
~Love always..... Lindsay
lyssarose16: 07/01/2008 8:19 PM
I'm so sorry Tila. I can't believe Kristy waited until the last second to do that to you. She should be ashamed of herself. I really wish you had picked Bo because I could tell her really loved you. Oh well..Best of luck.
-Lyssa
duckie101: 07/01/2008 8:19 PM
babe tila i love you with all my heart
i hope when we meet we wont part.
i maynot by very smart. but i llove you with al my heart. ha ha ha ha i stink at writing poems but i do love you tila and i wish you could meet me i would treat you like a queen. i would neel one one knee and ask you to mary sweet little me. lol i hope that everything works out and you find your true love soon i hate seeing you cry kristy is a bitch and i think you need a sweet little inocent girl in your live. everyone saies opposite attracts lol. i am sorry you got hurt again. you don't deserve it babe. i wish i was there i would be by your side thoughout life. no matter what.
karrdillane: 07/01/2008 8:19 PM
tila, i just watched what happened. i'm so sorry.
i know you're going through rough moments, and feeling black and blue.
but remember, tons of people, will always care about you.
stay gold,
karlidillane,ontario,canada. * karrdillane.
jflake: 07/01/2008 8:22 PM
call bo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lina1234567: 07/01/2008 8:22 PM
Tila you don't need kristy she will never keep up u anyway and it is kirsty lost not babe becasue you are the best thing can happen to kristy loss babe her lost. Tila will fine the love u need u don't need kristy she a fuck bitch for doing that to u u will fine love u need honey so chin uo keep that smile so fun like can smile and say Tila can do it so can we. love Lina
novembersky: 07/01/2008 8:23 PM
what's a thunderfuck?
karrdillane: 07/01/2008 8:23 PM
btw, kristy is not a dumb bitch for all the people who said that, i know she broke tilas heart. but she just wasnt ready. it was pretty low to do it at the end, but i hope for the best for tila and her.
tilaluvr27: 07/01/2008 8:23 PM
why wuld she do that to you please call me i'll talk to you and help you cause this is how my life is .get screwed by lov and try to find lov agian and get srewed agian. so please call me 1-574-457-8242
cayce: 07/01/2008 8:29 PM
wow thts how i feel sometimees
rikustwin: 07/01/2008 8:29 PM
thats right tila! you tell them bitches!!! you give what they need! a good ass whoppin!
jmoon715: 07/01/2008 8:31 PM
YOU GO GIRL! RELEASE FOR IT IS YOUR HAVEN IN WORDS!
blueyedvixon: 07/01/2008 8:31 PM
Tila I love u, but I think u made a stupid mistake by choosing a girl as confused as Kristy in the 1st place!!! It makes me feel like this is all fake and it drives me crazy bcuz I live my Tue. nights waiting for ur new show to come on, and u go with someone who doesn't even know what she wants. You asked for it!!! You should have picked the one that was there for u all the way. That was Bo!!! I'm sooo freaking pissed right now!!! I don't know what to think...I hope ur show is not fake, bcuz it makes me really not even want to watch u anymore...
devinesecret: 07/01/2008 8:36 PM
Tila are you kidding me?, she told u she basically wasnt ready, and that she was scared.. Basically everyone feels the same. i loved tila on tuesdays, honestly how could you not choose bo.
Are u that dumb?
mixedfeelings: 07/01/2008 8:36 PM
In comment to blueeyedvixon.... Tila was just following her heart... she porbably felt something more for Kristy than Bo, so she picked her. She thought through it probably and that is her choice... not any of ours... so stop being so whiny and please give her a break. She is just like the rest of us and wants to find the one for her. She is not fake but one of the most genuine people on TV right now.
~Lindsay
prettyravegirl5: 07/01/2008 8:38 PM
Poor tila...:( i feel so bad for you..it will be alright, you always have the loving support of your fans .
xxfruitloopeexx: 07/01/2008 8:39 PM
aww, I'm here for you.
;)
megg34: 07/01/2008 8:40 PM
heyy, your the one who made your life that way sweetyyy!!!
kurstifaith14: 07/01/2008 8:45 PM
hey i wish i could help you out im so bout wat happened
liza904: 07/01/2008 8:47 PM
Nooo Tila :) Chin Up Feelin Lost In This World I Just saw That Kristy Flipped out on You Forget Her She Shoulda Been More Consiterate Istead Of mattin You Fall Harder: ILY ;D
beezyboi: 07/01/2008 8:48 PM
idk wut to say. alot of its been said. but u do have to keep u head up high. pray. cuz when u turn to god he always makes things better. ALWAYS. it may not come when u want it but it will. u r a beautiful gurl, and there are beautiful women and NO HOMO beautiful guys who are looking for a girl that could be u. and vice versa. u just have to give time. the bitches and tricks that uve met so far are not the ones for u. again give it time. just be patient. GOD, PATIENCE, WILL AND DETERMINATION I GUESS. those are the things that will keep ur head higher than gas prices (that songs my shit) especially GOD AND PATIENCE. luck
kandykane25: 07/01/2008 8:52 PM
Tila - I cant believe how dirty Kristy did you tonight! It was seriously FUCKed up! She's a JERK who had a serious case of the straight girl panics! Forget her, move on. Be Strong, Stay Real!!
pbear46: 07/01/2008 8:54 PM
Love is not a game it comes from the heart, it beats with in you. Love is not a compation, your heart must make the choice, to reach out and feel the love in a nother heart. You don't need to see who is the strongest you will tell by the touch of ones hand, there hug, there kiss. You don't need all the trapings for all that draws only those who want what you can do for them not what they can do for you. Put your trust in God and let your heart surch for your true love. for some day you will look across a room and your eyes will contact with someone eles, not a word will be said but your heart will be a glow. You will never have to say a word because your heart will do all the talking. God bless you and may he grant all of your wants and desires. May God watch over you, protect you, and guide you Love P Bear
dimemas9495: 07/01/2008 8:56 PM
Tila I just joined your site. I am a straight 34 year old female, with 2 beautiful girls. Ok Point? I was forced to watch a couple of episodes of the first shot at love then it was the norm for me my Nephew (who started it) and mt girls. I am so sorry you got your feelings hurt. We feel bad for you. So I want to leave you with this...

Yes your hurt and yes time heals most wounds. But as long as you have God he will give you your hearts desires. Even if it is not his desire for you. It is up to you to deal with the out come and destiny of it. ( I think you should have stuck to Danny). Any way, you don't need to be told you are beautiful any more, so I will tell you that you are smart, intelligent, and full of live. So hang in there it will come. You did nothing wrong, You were in love. So my prayers are with you.Keep up the good work.
feistychik69: 07/01/2008 9:01 PM
Sweetie, I've had my heart torn up (a lot of it done with my own hands) way too many times to be as young as I am. Here's an Einstein quote though, "We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them." Doing ASAL2 was courageous and a great business decision, I would've done it too out of faith (no matter how crazy it may be in reality). But in the end it looks like it didn't work out and it's not something to be sorry about. Learning never is something to be sorry about. It takes far more energy to be angry and hurt and pissed off than it does to forgive and learn. So damn woman... I hope you don't fall in love for awhile and rediscover who you want to become. Love will smack you on the head when you're way to busy to see it crashing down.
myblehmer: 07/01/2008 9:01 PM
i would call bo and there is anything worng with u im srry that is im so sad because sad srry
barbie12: 07/01/2008 9:01 PM
Hey Tila, You should of picked the Ohio Boy Bo!!!!!! I`m from Ohio and his feelings are true anybody can see that!!!! Us Ohioians are true to are feelings. I really think you would of had fun in FAIRBORN OHIO. I hope ya send me a E-MAIL TILA Shastabcc@aol.com
Mario: 07/01/2008 9:04 PM
Tila, Kristi is a total fake you deserve a good boyfriend/or girlfriend..anyways forget her and remember we all love you xoxoxox maria
myblehmer: 07/01/2008 9:05 PM
im so srry tila
sexyma21: 07/01/2008 9:10 PM
omg thiz shit iz deep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sexyemi: 07/01/2008 9:11 PM
wow tila. that was pretty deep. i would never hurt you like that! You are sexy, outgoing, hilarious, fun, and the best part is that you have a big heart and you arent afraid to put yourself out there. A lot of people are (especially when they arent sure if they want a guy or a girl!) PSH! Shes an IDIOT for letting you go, Fuck that bitch, she never deserved you. At least I know that I am good for you. Bitches like that cause drama, and obviously she was a lier. I hate liers, and I hate bullshit. We would deff be a nice fit. Stay sexy tila, and dont be afraid to get back out there, cuz **true strength is keeping yourself together when everyone else expects you to fall apart** Dont ever change tila, and dont hesitate to hit me up if you are looking for someone whose is deff your type!
sexygirls2: 07/01/2008 9:13 PM
Hey...Tila hope you feel better soon....i'm hurt too form seening you hurt :) i really hope you feel better soon... i will always be here for you sexy lady :)
ricogotti21: 07/01/2008 9:14 PM
TILA!.....

you won't find love if you search for it you have to let it come upon you! It is right under you nose baby gurl..so be patient and look for the "signs"

~RiCo~
koreanlori: 07/01/2008 9:19 PM
i want to wipe your tears from your face muah!
chopin: 07/01/2008 9:21 PM
I feel the pain in your poem and my heart cried as I just watched the finale so I had to logon to say, HANG IN THERE. You are BEAUTIFUL. You are so very, very loveable. I know how you feel as my heart was broken a couple of years ago and I am just now getting over it. But, hopefully you won't take as long as I did to get over it. It is hard to find love. What I am coming to realize is that it isn't about me picking people who don't want me. I think that it is about loving ourselves enough. I am currently operating on the theory that as I love myself more then I will attract the same kind of love back. I can see the Light in you and I KNOW that you are BEAUTIFUL inside and outside. I know that you are worthy of true love and a relationship filled with amazing chemistry. There is love. With all of these wonderful qualities (and an artist's heart on top of it all) it should be easy for you to love yourself and attract similar love back -- because you are loveable! Peace to you, dear sweet one. You are perfect just as you are!
SHYGIRL297: 07/01/2008 9:22 PM
I am so sorry sweetie. No matter wat anyone else thinks u are a great girl and i feel like they didnt know what they had and i was very disappointed kristy cause she led u on the whole time and thats fucked up. I know that if it was me u wouldnt have a care in the world. You are a beautiful person and fuck those who say bad things about you cause u deserve better and if i had that chance u wouldnt regret it. Love You and stay strong.
trgelf6: 07/01/2008 9:28 PM
Hey girl! Your better than all this shit! Stay strong. I have to shout out and say that Ohioans do kick ass! Coming from the middle of nowhere cuts down on the drama! LOL. Your hot, young and awsome and very strong! Don't let anyone make you feel any different.
SHYGIRL297: 07/01/2008 9:35 PM
That poem was real deep and i feel u 100%. I jus wanna let u know that there are sood women out there. So if u read this here's 1 girl that would love to make u happy and would never hurt u ever. I hope to here from u sometime. LOVE YOU BABE!
sexyemi: 07/01/2008 9:35 PM
sexyemi said:
wow tila. that was pretty deep. i would never hurt you like that! You are sexy, outgoing, hilarious, fun, and the best part is that you have a big heart and you arent afraid to put yourself out there. A lot of people are (especially when they arent sure if they want a guy or a girl!) PSH! Shes an IDIOT for letting you go, Fuck that bitch, she never deserved you. At least I know that I am good for you. Bitches like that cause drama, and obviously she was a lier. I hate liers, and I hate bullshit. We would deff be a nice fit. Stay sexy tila, and dont be afraid to get back out there, cuz **true strength is keeping yourself together when everyone else expects you to fall apart** Dont ever change tila, and dont hesitate to hit me up if you are looking for someone whose is deff your type!
Your right good support to Tila. Your also an awesome person for supporting her and opening your heart. You have my cudos
Hey thanks! I think that me and tila would totally hit it off...I know that im deff her type and i see what she's lookin for. Im that bitch
cici16: 07/01/2008 9:36 PM
I just watched the show Tila. Kristy shouldn't have done what she did. I know how it feels to never have relationships work out. I'm sorry that had to happen to you, but maybe you can get with Bo now. I mean, you said he was an amazing guy and you loved him, so why not?
-India
trishdaddy: 07/01/2008 9:39 PM
tila...i know how you feel...i cant believe that happened to you....your an amazing person...i would love to meet a girl just like you
lilb2008: 07/01/2008 9:40 PM
I FEEL YA ON THIS ONE BABY GURL
Hey Beautiful Sweet Heart its me again I am so sorry that ur heart got broken again that is so sorry to lead u on when ur tryin so hard to find someone to be their 4 u an keep taken the key time after time that is not rite at all in any kinda way I mean come on if u dont want some one tell them instead of keepn on leadn them on but I kno if I had that chance their would be nothin anyone could do to keep me from stealing ur heart an healing it so u could jus forget about all the sorry people that hurt u time after time I jus wish I could have one chance to jus show u what everyone needs to sho a beautiful lady like u I cant belive anyone in this world could hurt u or even think about hurting u all u deserve is to be shown all the love an care in the world I mean just readn up on u an watchin ur shows jus make me fall in love with u I mean I dont kno u but I would give u the world if I could pick it up ur jus to perfect of a gurl for any one to pass up like that I mean who in their rite mind could turn down an angel like u their I no posible way I could ever think about hurting u all I would want to ever see is that beautiful smile 24/7 I mean who woulnt I kno I would never kno what that is like but I have had my heart broke so I do kno what thats like it is nothin to play with it hurts so bad that u could never explain that kinda pain but I kno an wish that was me up on that walk to ur love but it isnt but I just hope that everything goes great for u an jus hope that ur life long love comes an u have the life u always dreamed about I kno I have done feel in love with u an have never meet u in my life all I have is what I see an I wish I could have actually had that shot at ur love but I do want to tell u that ur definitely not doin one thing wrong baby u just get played by the best an im sorry it keeps happening like that but ur luck will change sweet heart I mean ur jus to perfect an so beautiful ur jus like an angel well im goin to go Love ya Lil B
isabel0105: 07/01/2008 9:46 PM
hey Tila i just wanted to repeat what everyone's been saying..im glad you moved on and left her behind.. once the final 5 were left, i had mixed emotions over Kristy...she made it seem like she was just playing the gaem, seeing just how long you would keep her..she's obviously immature and it was a bad decision to choose a girl whose NEVER had a serious relationship... when she opened up and said that during an episode, it was like a RED FLAG..she was not at all ready for a girl like you..im torn because i knew Bo was the one for you...he'd gone through alot for you-not only the jaw-but you could tell he was genuine.. and in it for the right reasons..i know you might feel the same way you did after eliminating George the first time.. but i really thought you felt that connection with Bo..
well in the end, it came down to what your heart told you.. you learned the hard way.. and it sucks Kristy had to wait to the last minute and lead you on knowing you were in search of something real..
so in the meantime, you should forget about her.. and about the spotlight for a while..give yourself time to rest and think about all that happened.. clear your thoughts and be patient.. you have a career to focus on that is way more important than her.. best wishes and good luck.. we're here for you..
aliciass: 07/01/2008 9:53 PM
tila omg are you okayy sweetie i feel so bad for you i wish i was there to give you a hug right now:( she really messed you up there is someone out there for you tila trust me but love will find you
Love you tila
thebaddestb: 07/01/2008 10:00 PM
Thunderfuck....lol
cici16: 07/01/2008 10:08 PM
This is one of my poems about my terrible love life:
Always
Night by night and day by day, the emptiness is always here to stay
Looking around I hate to see the passion and life not including me
It pours more and more heavily as I wish to say,"Could it ever be a different way?"
For them it's alive but for me it's dead, like a spoonful of something I need to be fed
So "Help me" I plead to anyone who knows how they live, how they think, how they feel, how they grow
If only you are exactly like me, I feel sorry for you but it helps me to see
If I'm not alone then who else is there? For us will it ever begin to be fair?
If they think it's such a problem let them just see, what it's like without it, what it's like to be me
If they think it's so hard, why do they continue? because they know in their hearts it's the only way through
Through life, through each day. through anything you say
Through hope and through hate, through everything you face
Through happiness, through pain, through everything you gain
Through the mystery and the clues. through everything you lose
Through the earth and the sun, through the moon and the stars
Through war, through peace, through everyone you meet
Through sadness, through death, through anything you can guess
So when you wake up and lie in your bed you can think about everything I've just said
If you're someone I know and you know what I mean then your dreams can be found, they can be seen
-India
brandon03: 07/01/2008 10:38 PM
you should have picked bo he was the one you bitch and he let it all out for you and she turned him down but in the end you go what was coming
oznicky: 07/01/2008 10:48 PM
OMG Tila. I can't believe that happened. You deserve sooo much better than that. Kristy def should've pulled out before the final. If I lived in LA sweetie, I would bring over some chicken soup, fried chicken and a huge tub of ice cream for you and nurse you back to health. I'm sending you a big hug right now. I understand what you're going through. I have had my heart broken many times too and it sucks! I don't understand why this has happened to you but you have to have to believe that love will still come to you one day. I'm soo sorry darling. Make sure you surround yourself with friends coz you really need them right now even if you don't feel like seeing anyone. Don't let yourself go through this alone. Don't forget that you are a beautiful, smart, strong, amazing woman and you will find true love in the future without a doubt. We all still love you on here! Love you lots xxxx
oznicky: 07/01/2008 10:56 PM
Maybe you should date some people from your website. Nothing wrong with internet dating. I know that that's the last thing on your mind atm. They "seem" more genuine and down to earth than some of the douches that were on your show. Pls don't agree to make ASAL 3! I think it attracts people that aren't right for you. You deserve better than meeting someone on a TV show x
novembersky: 07/01/2008 10:58 PM
i just watched the finale...
UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!!!!!
gurlybee: 07/01/2008 11:00 PM
oh my tila...i wish i could be there to hold you and wipe away your tears.... that fucking bitch kristy...i feel so bad this whole time i was hoping you would pick her then she does this shit to you...she's lucky i don't know where she live's because i would break her fucking big ass face for breaking your heart..stupid fucking blonde dumb ass cunt does this at the end she should of thought at the fucking start not at the end when it would break your heart...FUCK god dam stupid ass bitch kristy i would like to say this shit you your ugly ass old looking face
merdezee1984: 07/01/2008 11:03 PM
Don't listen to anyone that tries to tell you that this is your fault! They are just haters...you took a very brave risk and it didn't work out because that dang BITCH was fake! I know that you are going through a tough time....but its okay to express how you feel about things....you are just like any one of us....HUMAN! So go on hun and state your feelings...I with you on that one!

Love always,
~maria~
niniloeff: 07/01/2008 11:05 PM
Take your time,
TAKE THE RISK,
you live, the ONLY ONE DIFFERENCE IS:

YOU LIVE!
jonutt: 07/01/2008 11:10 PM
FUCK KRISTY THAT STUPID BITCH
Tilaaa you will find your one true love
=]
smilly: 07/01/2008 11:15 PM
People who are saying Tila is doing all of this for fame and money did not see that smile on her face when she was about to give Kristy the key. It's the kind of radiant, infectious smile that people only have when they are in love.

Tila, I'm truly sorry. It's one thing to have your heart broken and another altogether to have it on television, played over and over again for the world to see. If I could impart to you one thing, it is that you were not humiliated. Even just watching the show and knowing the courage you had in not just opening up to the world about your bisexuality but allowing the world to see your heart, wearing it literally on a sleeve; it is that you are one of the most beautiful people in this world. You may not have an Oscar in your hands to hold for what you've done, but I think you deserve one. You are beautiful.

Chin up, darling. There is a one for everyone, and fate is just gently telling you that you haven't found him/her yet.
elenak: 07/01/2008 11:20 PM
Ehy Tila, lemme say this!! Don't let what happened tonight bring you down! Fuck that stupid ass bitch. You deserve the best. and if that bitch don't wanna treat you right then her loss. Fur real, you are the most gorgous most beautiful woman, and for her to be even standing in front of you until that moment was luck for her. You is an angel, sweetheart. And Leme know if i can Get a shot at some love! because muh love can take that pain away ;)

Much Luv
boo1978: 07/01/2008 11:26 PM
Tila, just watched the finale, and am so sorry that your heart was broken again by that fake bitch. You are so sweet and kind, and we were really hoping for you to find your true shot at love and are so sorry that she did you wrong. As much as we were hoping you would pick a female this time, we were hoping that it would have turned out better for you. Hang in there, love surrounds you, we love you and wish you luck in all your future endeavors. Take care
scorpiontruth: 07/01/2008 11:33 PM
Hey Beautiful, please don't cry, please don't be sad.....

I watched the last show of Tila season 2 and I was so upset and I immediately signed up here to let you know what was on my mind. First off there is nothing wrong with you! You have an inner beauty,sexiness and sass which allows you to have a glow about you. Not many people have that glow,Tila. Please understand that you are one of the rare few. However people who are insecure and their hearts filled of despairation will track you and set you up. To make this world think that you are nothing. People know the truth ,Tila. They know you are precious to this world. So stand back and observe people well cuz they can be quite the magicians and will pull many tricks on you. I know sometimes the passion seems so strong but you have to watch them carefully to see if they have a game to play with you. It is so brave of you to put your heart out there but an angel like yourself should always be guarded!

All my love!
oreocookie696969: 07/01/2008 11:39 PM
Tila, I KNOW your PROBLEM! You have the "CURSE", I LIVED with IT for years, EVERY TIME you find SOMEONE you WANT to LOVE, they REJECT you and BREAK your HEART everytime. It SUCKS!!! I FEEL like YOU, I just WANT to be ALONE to, BUT i KNOW somewhere THERE is a MATCH for ME, and THERE is ONE for YOU to!!! KEEP the FAITH, don't GIVE UP, THERE will BE a DAY where WE both WILL find LOVE!!! WHO knows, MAYBE we are THE perfect MATCH?

CHRISTOPHER OREO
aprilnix: 07/02/2008 12:02 AM
Tila, girl, I cried with you and I totally feel you 110%!
jammintjohnson: 07/02/2008 12:03 AM
I SAW YOUR SHOW AT 10PM AND THAT IS FUCKED UP WHAT THAT BITCH DID TO YOU!!!
greekgrl: 07/02/2008 12:08 AM
she just wasnt the one, cry and get it out of ur system but dont stop searching for the one who will love u bak as much as u will love him/her
annattfan: 07/02/2008 12:12 AM
damn...i`m soo sad..i was crying a little bit when i see Tila so sad and unhappy..=(..Tila`s heart is broken again....i`m soooo sooo upset...For this reason i said that tila pick BO ,,,, Kristyy is a fake bitch...Jesus...i`m shocked... Tila you will found that person , i mean that you are so sweet and beauty and all the good stuff ...Who doesn`t love you ? in this moment you have my support and the support from all your fans...i love youuu :) you ruleee =)xoxooxoxoxoxooxox
brendiz: 07/02/2008 12:25 AM
I feel the same way! no lie.
ilovetila4evr: 07/02/2008 12:54 AM
gurl im wit chu fo reals need to talk about anything
...........even though ima stranger lol
XoXo
special!
christinaaaa: 07/02/2008 1:04 AM
wow .. i was NOT expecting that to happen. after all that time on the show& it comes down to it that you pick her& she says no ? .. i don't know what kiinda drugs she was on but she's craaazy ! she's gunna wake up& regret doing all that .. i know it hurts but don't worry, move onto bigger& better things.
kdb890: 07/02/2008 1:07 AM
It's okay Tila. :) I'm so sorry about what Kristy did. I don't know who would lead someone on like that especially when you've already had your heart broke before. You've made it this far though, and you can make it even further. Keep your head high and forget about the past. There's a reason she didn't make it into your future. You just have to keep looking. Keep it real and go with your heart like you always do. You've done nothing wrong.
marta4274: 07/02/2008 1:33 AM
wow, wat the fuck was that? she fucked up...she could've told you b4. that was shady, i was pulling 4 her. I know u'll get over it. sorry!!!! they say u can't go looking 4 love, love will find u. tila, the right person will find u or fate. as much as i want to see u do a.s.a.l.3, i don't think u should. much luv, i'll still b here w/ u.
annattfan: 07/02/2008 1:42 AM
damn...i`m soo sad..i was crying a little bit when i see Tila so sad and unhappy..=(..Tila`s heart is broken again....i`m soooo sooo upset...For this reason i said that tila pick BO ,,,, Kristyy is a fake bitch...Jesus...i`m shocked... Tila you will found that person , i mean that you are so sweet and beauty and all the good stuff ...Who doesn`t love you ? in this moment you have my support and the support from all your fans...i love youuu :) you ruleee =)xoxooxoxoxoxooxox
annattfan: 07/02/2008 1:43 AM
mayumi23: 07/02/2008 1:53 AM
that was crazy episode tila...Kristy was shayts. everybody loves ya !
775: 07/02/2008 2:16 AM
I am so sorry for what happened...
but Tila, think this way. I believe everything happens for a reason. Do you?
And you are not with anyone is because you are going to meet your dream person very soon.
this mess is for all the things that is going to happen in the future.
good stuff!
so please try to keep your face up and smile.
your smile bring everyone and YOU happiness.
dolledup: 07/02/2008 2:36 AM
At the end of the show, when you kept saying is there something wrong with me I can't figure it out, I keep getting my heart broken, I think alot of us can relate to that at one point. Sometimes things end up the way they do so you can grow as a person. You're doing an amazing job, hope someday you'll be one of the lucky ones to find love!

-Dolled
orochimanko: 07/02/2008 2:37 AM
*gives a rose and hugs* its ok to be mad =] you should get a punching bag and beat the FUCK out of it!! i guarantee youll feel better and youll gain some muscle!! xD
cuddleart69: 07/02/2008 2:52 AM
Hey there sweetie well i know that you are really hurting right now and i can not believe this has happened to you. let me tell you i love you and if i was on the show sweetie i would have stayed til the end and would have given you all the love you need. hope you will be ok and if you need anything dont worry i am here to talk if you need someone. take care love.
angie
asian27: 07/02/2008 2:58 AM
The finale...wow. Didn't see that coming. But keep your head up girl. Things will get better. You're a strong woman who knows what she wants, but just needs to find it. There is nothing wrong with you, people just need to realize that there are people who don't joke around when it comes to love and need to open up before things get too far. You'll find love and when it comes, you'll be happy and know that all these things happen for a reason because you'll end up with what you want and will not have to worry about anything but you and your partner. Like Brittany said, It's so hard not to fall in love with you. Just seeing you on the show makes you think and realize whats really important in a relationship and you know just how to put it into words... You have inspired alot of people throughout this journey and everybody can see that you are for real and you just want to find happiness.

WE LOVE YOU TILA!!

Jenna
itzrandy: 07/02/2008 3:19 AM
tila? what can i say except none of them were good for you! they were all out for alil fame! and kristy she played a game with ur head shes a liar! should of never really been on the show! but i have to say all the ones that really cared and loved you u got rid of! are u afraid of really falling in love? and think about it for a sec?do you really think you can find love on a reality show? evryone on that show wanted to be a actor!!!plzz go back tila nyugen! the one and only let the tila tequila go! its a fake! the true tila nyugen is the real true person inside you,shes beautiful,caring,and really wants love. ive always thought of you as a great person who went for something when she wanted it from the first day i saw you on surviving nugent befor all the tattoos and name change! plzz go back to that awesome girl ur just going to keep getting hurt!! love you and ur music!!! keep it real tila love ya!!!!!!
kdangelwill: 07/02/2008 3:34 AM
Thank God it is over! The facade, the broken dreams, and all the unneccessary drama.
Back to yourself? Nobody else? (Bullshit!) And fuck everyone that beared their hearts for you??? You heartless cunt!!!
Please God, let their not be a season 3! Spare us all! Especially the young people that look up to this...no words.
jasmine_brittaney: 07/02/2008 4:21 AM
this is just a sign that you dont need to find love this way. dont do another season, take the time to do some soul searching to find out who you really are. find out what truly makes you happy, dont worry someone else will come along...
zahira: 07/02/2008 5:09 AM
Honestly this isnt the best way 2 find love in the first place cos ull get all sortsa fuck heads coming for the wrong reasons!! Secondly, even though its shit wat K did for breaking her heart last minute atleast u gotta give her credit for being honest before anything really started out.. shouldve picked Bo anyway he was soooo head over heels in love!!! Still wondering why she picked Kristy though..... over Bo anyway
sexysassy: 07/02/2008 5:12 AM
Hey Tila, I just watched you're Show, An im sorry that everything turned out the way it did, you looked so pretty and you were ready for love. Kristy should be Ashamed of herself for putting herself out there like she was ready for everything, and leading you on! So sorry to hear about that. But as for Bo, I think you an bo would of have made it together, You could totaly tell he was an did fall head over heels for you! you want love you know where to look and whom to go to! Good luck with everything that you do! Don't be sad be happy! it might take some time to get over things but. You will get better. Oh an there's nothing wrong with you, you wonderful!
xoxo
Sassy
arrivingin2008: 07/02/2008 6:05 AM
hey girl, im not caught up on wtf kristy did, but i am sorry that you seem to be really hurt. I didnt like her from the beginning though... guess i better get tune in and see whats up huh ? but i am sorry about you getting hurt. it really sucks! i think some of them people were just looking to use you. i wish you the best of everything... i am sure that there are awesome people out there that want to date you that will treat you really good. . just be careful. the girls are backstabbing just as much as the guys are @ssh@h@l3s. Ly . take care :) Eat lots of chocolate, party!!!
merislilangel: 07/02/2008 6:59 AM
HEY TILA, (Please read huni) It's going to be okay! =]

Listen, I know your hurt after what Kristy did to you but you really need to think of it this way. At least she told you before she took the key, I don't think she used your show just to be on TV. I think that you should be glad that she did tell you how she felt before she took a shot at love with you..

I know how you both feel, yes I'd be pissed and hurt to which is how you prolly feel and embarrassed to because you took the chance and she screwed you over.

Though on the other hand, I understand where Kristy is coming from too yes she did tell you before you made your decision so I think that you should have taking a little more time to think things over or to try and talk to her to see how she felt and all.

I wish you all nothing but the best of luck, and you will I promise you you will find love maybe not threw your show but you will because your an amazing girl.

Take care =]

Love always,
Tonya
kat3lynmink: 07/02/2008 7:28 AM
wtf !
alright i think that kristy is a fake ass bitch !
how could you take a key week after week and tell someone you love them and that you want to be with them and shit then fucking take someones heart and break it and throw that in their face you have to be the biggest ass hole ever. && not only did she hurt you but bo could have had you and she fuckin tricked you both, if i was to ever see her id spit on her cause she anit nothing but a dumb slut !

tila i think that you shouldnt do another show because i think that people are just gunna start fucking with you even worse just so then can be "famous" which is bull shit cause you worked for what you have and they just wanna steal your light and thats fucked up. you need to just meet someone without the whole world watching i mean i love your show like soo much but i think it would be better for you.
and your not doing anything wrong its just that theirs alot of ass holes in the world and you keep getting involved with them. you need someone nice who doesnt want to just use u for fame.
only1diva: 07/02/2008 7:36 AM
You know its one thing its one thing to have heartbreak behind a closed door its another thing for the entire world to see. Yes there are famous people and they too hurt feel laugh cry etc. I often become tired of reading the statement that you put yourself there because you chose to do the show etc etc. It has nothing to do with that the point is her heart is broken and Kristy should have told her a long time ago her feelings. These feelings didnt just happen she knew all along in the back of her mind. Having your heart broken in such a way would be horrific to put it mildly. You have a right to what you are feeling Tila. If I could offer one piece of advice it would be dont allow this to change who you are, often times we want to blame ourselves for heartbreak and yes we have all made bad choices but you know what you wanted and unfortunately the person you gave your heart too again decided to walk away. Keep your head up and I know you will find love when you are least expecting to, its a hell of a thing to be the one that puts yourself out there in such a way to get the door slammed in your face. But you know I know you've heard it a thousand times over but its their loss. Let this make you a stronger person, dont allow it to cultivate something that changes you in a negative way. She definatly and the other guy from the prior season and whomever in your past arent the only fish in the sea. I know its hard what you are going thru, I know the hurt is easy to turn into anger been there done that. But dont let it change the beautiful person you are in a negative way, I send support hugs and best wishes to you. Here's a poem I wrote for you,each day will be a new one a better one leading you to that special one you've been searching for....

Hope

Much as I want to cry
anger I feel because my heart you have denied
trudged up in fear that my heart you'd break
my last key you did not take
yet all that you said I dont believe and it had to be fake
Time and time again you accepted my key
Why so you could be on famous on TV
I know that one day love is mine to find
and this wound you left will heal in time
This will only make me stronger and more determined to find
the one thats waiting out there wanting this heart of mine
until then I will take a moment to catch my breath
to deal with all the emotions I feel inside which is the true test
This will only make me stronger and ready to receive that special one
thats somewhere out there waiting for me.
azncutechic0916: 07/02/2008 7:50 AM
Don't expect anything good to come out of a reality TV show. Most of them are usually edited or scripted in a way that the audience would like them to see. Tila, I don't know u but I keep having this feeling at the back of my mind that this show is somewhat fake. If you really got hurt from this show ( coz u know this was probably 6 months ago), I am sorry for you. But if you just played this show like a game, then I feel even more sorry for you. Coz in the end no matter how much money and fame you have, when you're sitting in a wheelchair in your house or a retirement home ALONE...then you'd hopefully realize what really matters most in life. *PEACE.....
cristaal: 07/02/2008 7:54 AM
Now i am very dissapointed. I mean, what is wrong? You left the only man who really loved you for a girl that wasn't even sure that she could handle it? Tila come on, you have always ended a shot at love with people for the smallest thing. And kristy wasn't even sure? how could you pick her? Everybody's talking about you wanting publicity and you want everybody to see that your heart is broken.. what you need to do is stop playing games. And i really do not hope that "A Shot At Love 3" is coming, because you're the one who can't handle it. At first i swear i lived your personality, but know.. tila i dont know.. you need to open your eyes for real. And we all know that you're a party girl and always talking about how you can find love everywhere.. is this just a game to you? You broke someone's heart and that's a mistake you made. Hope u learn and stop playing.
lindsay21: 07/02/2008 7:55 AM
Tila: Just wanted to say that i thought it was fucked right up what kristy did. I thought that she was an awesome girl, I saw what you did...but what i dont understand is why she waited until the very last minute...why now? I think that you arre an amazing person tila and I dont think that anything is wrong with you. I think theres something wrong with the people that "said " they were in "love" with you. I hope the best for you, and wish you nothing but..good luck, happy memories..and in time...love!
vanmarr2000: 07/02/2008 7:58 AM
Tila, i think you are really into girl's!!!!! Next show make it about girls, and F*** what your producers say. You don't even look cute kissing a guy. But you look good a S*** when you are kissing a girl. Give it some thought. Vanmarr.
lina1234567: 07/02/2008 7:59 AM
Tila I hope you fine the love you are looking for you don't need kristy she is a bitch . I now you will fine someone that will love you the way you love them. So keep smiling always love Lina
candace69sexymama: 07/02/2008 8:12 AM
hey tila i just got a call and the person said it was u but the voice didnt sound like u but if it was gurl give me a call again my number i 9413019292 u need someone thats gonna do u right in life we both dot sweetie !!
tayrae: 07/02/2008 8:14 AM
i'm so sorry that bitch hurt you. i seriously cried when i saw the final show. feel better! because you deserve better!
britter: 07/02/2008 8:19 AM
For what it's worth you have alot of people that still adore you.
You will find that special someone and I won't break your heart.
:P
bisexualdelite: 07/02/2008 8:28 AM
oh damn my goddes...im so sorry for you and my heart feels with you in this hard moment!
babe, i know someone very well...she knows how it feels and what it means to get the heart broken...she just can't count those wounds anymore with both hands fingers of her...she feels so so sorry for you and wishes she could heel you hearts wounds by endless kisses and all the warmth she wants to offer you...and she hope you know that she would take each fuckin chance to let you know that she woul do everything shes able or even unable to do, but she would do, even try to make wine only by water^^...and i hope you believe in me when i say that she is the one who will never never never break your heart because she loves you...and if you REALLY love someone (and thats what she does!!!) you will never break this persons heart and prefere to die before... thats what she always ueses to say...everytime she look at the fotos and picture and videos of you, everytime shes seeing your face, your beautyful amazing eyes, ahe gets burning tears in her eyes because she doesnt believe that you will ever hear her calling, weeping and crying for you.that you will never see those tears she cried because of the pain this "truth" costs...
i know her very well and i also know, that she the person you are looking for, the one who makes you happy and lucky for eternity, even after death she would give everything to make you feel fine and to make you smile and wipe away your tears costed by all those fuckin bitches and bastards thought they were allowed to broke your heart and felt nothing the whole time they had the honor to share life with you....heal those wounds they left with endless kisses and hold you so close that you feel saved and comfortable...i know she would die for you and give her whole heart to you...
if you want to get to know the one you were always looking for, the one who will love you even after her death, the one who will read out each wish by your eyes then you only need to contact me and i promise, no, i swear you will find true love!!!
niesha7: 07/02/2008 8:29 AM
HEY SEXY LITTLE THING,
I WANTED TO CRY FOR YOU WHEN I SAW THE SHOW BUT WHATEVER FUCK IT YOU DONT NEED ANYONE AND I THINK YOU SHOULD STOP LOOKING FOR LOVE ON TV AND LET IT FIND YOU, THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE THAT WANT YOU ON YOUR SITE AND THAT WOULD BE REAL TO YOU LOOK AT ME!!!!!!!LOL JUST JOKING GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK AND FUCK EVERYONE ELSE.
dylanm15: 07/02/2008 8:29 AM
, she will always be remembered as a bitch.
If you do a season 3 you should bring back Dani.
Shoulda picked Jersey
arrivingin2008: 07/02/2008 8:29 AM
okay, so i watched what happened. didnt get to see the whole ep, but man, i am so so sorry tila! that was intense! Wow! I cant believe she drug you out all that time just to hurt you! There is absolutely nothing i can say except i am so so sorry and that i just wish i could give you a hug! OMG! that was so messed up!
bigdrudaddy: 07/02/2008 8:33 AM
She was a bitch for leading you on, it fuckin sux to have your heart broken, i'm sorry it happened like that...much love, DRU
ogieone: 07/02/2008 8:36 AM
Both Bo and Kristy were bad news. Neither were right for Tila. Plus, I think MTV hired Kristy to be on the show and plotted to be picked so there could be a Shot at Love 3!
thesoulmethod: 07/02/2008 9:19 AM
Hello stranger. aka tila Some some reason I regret nothing more then not going on the Season 1 show I was casted and last minute did not go through with it. Then I found out who it was for and i kept kickin myself in the ass. At first I was like shes soo hot then I realize she is just like me a hopeless romantic looking for the one. Somone who could run wild beside them, and its a shame because that one moment that could have been dident. But again Im not on here as a fan but more like someone who see's this undying passion in you that I see in myself with no outlet. myspace.com/soulmethod you can find me here
pogmothoin: 07/02/2008 9:21 AM
i didn lik kristy .. to b honest its prob terrible 2 say but im gonna say it anyways .. i think that dani was right 4 u .. she was in it for all the right reasons and i think every1 or most people were shocked when she wasn't picked well i was anyways. but like i cant feel what u feel and i dont think any1 will fully understand your choices. they can just support u. but as you can see you have a lot of people who love u and there is no doubt that someone will fall in love with u and when that happens you'll know it from the start. so i dont believe you can find love on reality tv. i believe love is handed to you and that if you look for it it is harder to find so just relax and hang out with your friends for a while and cool down.



LOVE U ,TILA

-Amy-

XOXO
sweetgirl916: 07/02/2008 9:24 AM
aw tila im sry wat kristy did to u that was fucked up. keep ur head up high sweetness xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
sajasm601: 07/02/2008 9:29 AM
I'm sure by now you are tired of hearing everyone say they are sorry that you are hurting. Let me tell you, that each time your heart gets broken, just remember it's growing stronger each time, and when you find that true love that you are meant to be with, your heart will know. Your heart will ache when you are away from that person, the thought of them will make it skip 2 beats and when you see them it will feel like it's jumping from your feet to your throat. Also, don't push those that don't appeal at first, they could just be THE ONE! My husband totally disgusted me the first time words came out of him mouth in my presence, but you get to know someone just a little and it is truly amazing how your heart will choose. I know you will find your true love, because just from what I've read and watched of your show, I can tell you are an amazing person and have wonderful qualities to share with that love. Good luck on your search!
LIVE, LAUGH, & LOVE ENDLESSLY!
msbabywings: 07/02/2008 9:30 AM
This is really empowering. After break-ups are hard and this poem kicks rejection and break up in the ass. GO TILA (:
j3nny10: 07/02/2008 9:48 AM
hahaha...oyyy! x_X
pinkstarxox: 07/02/2008 9:49 AM
good job letting your feelings out! who needs her anyway, you were too good for her =]
hardcoretilafan: 07/02/2008 10:02 AM
im still here for u tila!
mysticgipsy: 07/02/2008 10:02 AM
I cried last night after I watch the episode and it wasn't because of what Kristy the bitch did,it was because of Bo face.OMG he was so in love with you.He use to call you "my girl" and in every single way he convince me that he really love you.I am so sorry for you but think about it there are 29 people that feel the same way when you told them that their shot at love was ended.Instead of you ending telling one person that the shot at love was ended,Kristy was the one that end your shot at love,That sucks!By the way you are so cute for that bicht,that MF have fucking acne she should do a Proactive commercial and she wears alot of short dresses and pants,for what?all she has is fucking cellulite.I don't know why you didn't call Bo if you said that you love him and he melted you.I don't know but some shit don't make sense..
mollypops: 07/02/2008 10:06 AM
I dont understand why you can't find love??? I know that I dont know you personally but you seem like you are a loving person who is havening to try way to hard tofind love! I can't believe Kristy not even saying anything and only dropping a small hint that she might not be ready for this the night before final illimination. I'm sorry that you have to go through all of this but rest assured that one day you WILL find love and it will be worth all the shit you have had to go through thus far!! Lots of love, Molly
princessannie314: 07/02/2008 10:07 AM
FUCK KRISTY! SHE JUST WANTED FAME~ seriously bitches like her don't deserve shit..she kept leading you on like it was a fucking game..like every week "I ACCEPT YAY IM THE RIGHT ONE FOR TILA BLAHBLAHBLAH" shut the fuck up slut!@~! goodness, don't worry tila..when the time comes someone will surely open up to you and won't be fake about the feelings and just would love to be at your presence. maybe all this was a learning lesson to maybe true love can't be found on reality shows, you just gotta be patient let it come to you naturally. we all want love so badly and we go so far to finding it. whether we travel all over the world to find it, go on tv to find it, i don't know..but anyone don't matter how old or young you are, everyone will in the end find love and be with that someone for all their forever years. as of now, fuck it all and jus do you.=) you're better that ! i hope this comment makes you feel a little better? hahah hopefully..cheer up girly!!!!
ferrit: 07/02/2008 10:17 AM
wow, so sorry about her. I could see it in her face she wasn't there for you. But I didn't think any of them were. Mabey you should put reality tv dating aside and just find someone the old fashion way. I hope better things come to you.
sookie1969: 07/02/2008 10:24 AM
You know Little One you need someone to watch your back if you try a third time. I'm a mother of 16 old daughter, and no matter what life throws at her, I'll always watch out for her in this life and the next! You let me know if you need a Mama's perspective because I think someone who is only there to watch out for you like I would for my own would be a good idea! Take care sweety, there is someone out there for you. You just have to be patient and it'll find you when your ready!
lonelylatina: 07/02/2008 10:45 AM
i know you are in a bad state of mind right now, it sucks...but everyone goes through things that in the end makes you stonger and wiser! You are a super cool chick, that bieng said i know you will find your true love, anybody would be lucky to have such an amazing girl like you!...keep your head up Tila.
randen: 07/02/2008 10:59 AM
it's so sad, gettin your heart broken when you were makin yourself vulnerable, i know how it feels to give it your all and then something tragic happens.
mustang31489: 07/02/2008 11:33 AM
I'm so sorry that you got your heart broken again. I've been there and I know its not easy. It will take time for you to heal, and for you to trust anyone with your heart again. You WILL find love one day, but it will be when you least expect it. If you go looking for love you wont find it. Let true love come to you. I'm glad you confront Kristy about her being so fake. I can honestly tell you from the very beginning of a shot at love 2, that Bo was the right one for you. I hope that you two can work things out and be together for the long run. Love you Tila, and best wishes
-Lindsay San Antonio, TX
lilhujack06: 07/02/2008 12:35 PM
tila, i know your upset, & i know your hurt .
i hope you feel better babe.=/
getting your heart broken isnt easy at all. & i know
how you feel.

but good rap though =)

i love you tila
love, jess from philly =)
natashaholman1: 07/02/2008 12:45 PM
Hey ma, I know you are hurting but you know what? love takes time. You have to give love a chance it will come. You have to be patient. I hope you feel better soon babe. TTYL
Totalwreck: 07/02/2008 1:22 PM
awesome!!!
browniee: 07/02/2008 2:23 PM
aww .. keep ya head up high cutiee

mwaaah
tequilabunny: 07/02/2008 2:40 PM
even though i can only imagine how much your heart hurts right now..after watching the finally it makes a little more sense...we have all had those times in our lives and i think it is awsome for you to let that out in poetry. your poetry is true to your heart. i have heard people say it sounds too dark and you should not think or feel that way...but if it what you feel...say it! I like the poem..because it is true to you!
rlscmg11: 07/02/2008 3:17 PM
I love the poem!! What she did is messed up. You kept asking on the show whats wrong with you, why can't you find love?? Girl there isn't anything wrong with you!!! You are a strong, beautiful courageous woman who anyone would love to be with and if they don't they are crazy!! Love will find you when you least expect it. Love doesn't usually happen when you go out looking for it. Be patient girl it will happen. Remember patience is a virtue!!
sexyrican4u2keeo: 07/02/2008 3:40 PM
Yea Tila rlscg11 has a point. You are amazing. There is NOTHING wrong with you. Keep looking you'll find your love. Never give up, never let down. Keep growing, stay strong. You deserve the world, or at least whatever you don't already have. LOL. You are too beautiful, sexy, powerful to let some bitches bring you down. ALWAYS remeber that. You are WORTHY. Much Love ~Rosa
greekhotti69: 07/02/2008 6:17 PM
HEY SEXXXY BHICTH YOU SHOULD GO OUT WITH ME I WANT YOU SO ABD I WANT 2 BE IN YOU BABY I MESSAGED YOU BECOUSEEE. YOUL NEVER KNOE WHAT HAPENS
mlizza: 07/02/2008 6:48 PM
errrr...... I am so pissed at that fake as C*NT KRISTY!! TILA I really wanted you to choose BO, but it was your choice. But honestly I think you are lloking for love the wrong way. BO was love, so why do you always choose the one that has doubts or problems before the show ever finished airing. Kristy told you she was scared, The other dude was flipping out with jealousy on vacation. Pick the one who goes with the flow. That is how you are, so you really need someone like that. Kristy should had said something that night and not waited and hoped that you would pick Bo.. She obviously did this for the attention of the show and is looking for another show ro be in..
vickbunny: 07/02/2008 6:48 PM
*tight hug* feel better? LOVE YOU!
thebemused: 07/02/2008 7:48 PM
Tila Nguyen,
It seems like you're trying to find yourself on this reality show moreso than love. You've turned your sexuality into your identity. Is that really all you want to be known for? You seem like an intelligent woman. Why not find love out of the limelight.
The Bemused
jinnax: 07/03/2008 12:13 AM
You go girl.
humble336: 07/03/2008 2:59 AM
To a certian degree...This is what you get for giving danni a key week after week last season. I bet kristy had planned to get you back for that since day one. Kharma is a bitch, as always. You've proven to be fake, racist, and loose!!! No one really feels sorry for you. However, look on the bright side....you're a shoe in for a third season. After all, you were only doing the show for fame, and to get your foot in the door to hollywood. no matter if the show is fake or real....it had a perfect ending!!!!!!!!!!!
marriedtodustin18: 07/03/2008 6:55 AM
Your poem doesnt make sense.. You Dont though so i guess it fits.. Bo loves you.. Kristy was unsure.. She TOLD you that.. You said you loved everybody.. so why not go call Bo and say Honey I made a mistake? Plus if you really loved Kristy you would wait for her to feel comfortable.. not throw a BF.. and fake cry and storm off.. You used 60 people to be on tv.. you say that you won't do another one.. but you will.. Also you are a bad actress.. the whole time you were talking like a game show host with no emotion.. For the people who think she doesnt love herself.. oh yeah she does thats why she can't anyone to stay because she is so inlove with Tila Tequila (not even her real name).. that she can't love anyone more than the persona.. She just like having an excuse to make out with a bunch of people pretty much.. She isnt looking for love anyways shes looking for fame and ratings..
blinkmee92: 07/03/2008 7:28 AM
tell the true now, wass it fake that she did or real i men many shows has crift or what it wass....
lisaaa90: 07/03/2008 10:58 AM
tell the true now, wass it fake that she did or real i men many shows has crift or what it wass....
The whole show is a fake! Do you know that tila earned almost 25 mil. just to do that stupid show! Kristy was told NOT to accept the key from Tila! My god! its a scam
lilmindfreak13: 07/03/2008 2:44 PM
Tila Thats a hella gr8 poem i love it and i hope you know i fell the same way i love you girl always and forever Destiny!
seriouslydotdotdot: 07/03/2008 4:50 PM
Seriously, that "poem" sucks, your "songs" are crap, your "show" is worse than AIDS, and you and your "fans" are mentally stunted, vapid monkeys obsessed with riding levels of fame so low your faces consistently bump into crotches. But i guess since you're a "bisexual" and they're into sniffing your ass like it's got coke on it, it works out for everyone. Now, if you could all just overdose.....
cvach77: 07/03/2008 10:01 PM
MIGHT BE THE WORST POEM I'VE EVER READ
shadowkiss: 07/03/2008 11:46 PM
That a good expression of your feeling in my opinion, I feel it but it was not
best techinal poem. Who cares really about techinal structure, a poem is to allow you release what you are feeling. After writing this, i hope it helped you to feel better. Now, nock that dust off your shoulder and get back to finding your one love.
itzer14: 07/04/2008 9:20 AM
shit on the head of bitches and let them fuck a goat.

sorry love fucked with you....
alexk85: 07/05/2008 10:33 AM
maybe you should try a celeb partner because then your both in the spotlight and both loaded, see sorted
alicehudson234: 07/05/2008 11:36 AM
tila i can't believe what you said about god he is the one who gave you all the good things you have and he can take it away your little talk about god might cost you
twilightangel85: 07/06/2008 2:11 PM
There is a song By someone named teeh That you seriously just reminded me of its called Fuck The bitch. Listen to it tila and it might make you laugh or even feel better. I know it did For me. Kristy was a Scuzz Bucket to begin with. kepp your head up lil mama your awesome and no one can take that from you.
twilightangel85: 07/06/2008 2:15 PM
Seriously, that "poem" sucks, your "songs" are crap, your "show" is worse than AIDS, and you and your "fans" are mentally stunted, vapid monkeys obsessed with riding levels of fame so low your faces consistently bump into crotches. But i guess since you're a "bisexual" and they're into sniffing your ass like it's got coke on it, it works out for everyone. Now, if you could all just overdose.....

Dude Fuck you. Just because your life's shit doesnt mean you can ragg on someone else's. If you dont like it so much then why the fuck are you on this site? your probably just some conservative cock sucking cracka who has no life so you sits watching porn all day on your computer. get a damn life of your own and maybe just maybe someone might actually like you. Keep hitting the glass dick maybe YOU'LL overdose!!!!!!
mbeezy07: 07/09/2008 2:56 PM
tila u always make people smile and dont let people put u down keep ur head up ok and do not woried about it ok if u want to talk i am here for u talk to u soon love ya.
ripkenkid843: 07/09/2008 11:34 PM
I just don't understand how you can be so bitter. You are trying to look for love on a "reality" TV show, which these days have turned into a way to boost peoples' careers and promote themselves. Look at all the other shows, Flavor of Love, I Love NY, The Brett Michaels show....many of the people that have appeared on these have used the television publicity to get themselves into the spotlight and be seen. Tila, you yourself have done the same thing. You used these shows to promote yourself into a reality TV star. I'm sure there will be a Shot at Love III because the TV ratings will be amazing. You are being hypocritical when you call her a bitch and a slut for continuing to take the keys. You claim she played you but what if she really was trying to get to know you. You were the one who continued to give them to her?? Even If she had said yes, how many of these "reality" relationships really work?? The answer is none. If you are truly looking for love then you are doing it in the worst way possible, by trying to form bonds with people on a gameshow, where they must compete for you. Why don't you try it the old fashioned way and go out and meet good people. I can understand how you can be upset, but YOU asked her to be with you, so you must have had some Love for her. How can you turn right around and call someone you cared for a bitch and do a complete 180 to the point where you are calling them out and fighting with them. Look at it this way....at least you will be getting paid for season three, where the same thing will ultimately happen to you again. Maybe one of your 5 billion myspace friends has enough love for you.....you should have gone with Bo :(
sassyjgirl: 07/12/2008 3:30 PM
okay sweetie,look i know it hurts but wat are u saying.i think u wear ur heart on ur sleeve and maybe u should try and take things a bit slow,girl theres two things in live thats garanteed,that hurt & pain,its just apart of live,i've been there ur not alone girl,and now i'm glad because when i look back i realized that i'm so better off now. just stop looking for it and let it find u don't push it. cry like hell,listen to some music and y'll feel better girl.
angellove850: 07/14/2008 8:19 AM
that shit was off the hook! that was tight, but damn i need a shot of tequila after that! tila keep ya head up girl better things will come for you
seriouslydotdotdot: 07/14/2008 1:43 PM


Dude Fuck you. Just because your life's shit doesnt mean you can ragg on someone else's. If you dont like it so much then why the fuck are you on this site? your probably just some conservative cock sucking cracka who has no life so you sits watching porn all day on your computer. get a damn life of your own and maybe just maybe someone might actually like you. Keep hitting the glass dick maybe YOU'LL overdose!!!!!!

...said the chick who looks like she'll probably die from choking on twinkies. Go on, keep eating. Since you love Tila's show so much, it's apparent you're more than capable of ingesting large amounts of shit. Nice knowing you, Orca.
mira79: 07/15/2008 7:33 PM
heheh I love it when u rap. dang i cant do it. i'm a SLOW rocker LOL hmmm haters. its like they know u personally or have the power to see what your doing, freaks of nature LOL i'm glad u dont pay ATT to em like i do. I love you xox
ufo8mydog: 09/27/2008 3:54 PM
this is retarded, she doesn't even read your silly-ass posts, let alone reply :))) ~*complete dorkness*~ and that's not poetry *yawns* you should read some byron or john donne or baudelaire. geez.
5FDPATL: 12/15/2008 9:20 PM
We all support ya love.
GRATIAN: 12/19/2008 2:17 PM
Is everything OK? I hope it is... but it doesn't look like that... And you wrote you will shave your hair... Now that poem so what's goin on?

If someone hurt you remember that there are a lot of people who really LOVE you!
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