First of all, I just want to say that living in Hollywood, and being in the limelight has it's advantages, and disadvantages.  I'm sure you all know of my recent public meltdown....but seriously...can u blame me?  With every little thing I do or say, the media and bloggers LOVES to just twist all the stories around to paint me out to be this trainwreck,party girl, when indeed, I am not. 

People just make me sick sometimes, but I would just like to point out a very important fact here.  I seem to get lumped in with those other girls in Hollywood who are "trainwrecks" or who are "spiraling out of control"  but the difference with me is that.....you NEVER see pictures of me "PARTYING, STAYING OUT TO THE WEE HOURS OF THE MORNING DOING COCAINE, OR PICTURES OF ME LEAVING A CLUB WASTED WITH MY COOCHIE HANGING OUT!"  Now....why is that? Think about it. People always like to say things like "OH SHE IS AN ATTENTION WHORE AND JUST WANTS MORE ATTENTION!" Ummmm seriously? I don't need anttention cuz I get that every time I step of my house without even trying! That's why Im always hiding out at home! I don't need attention....I already have that! So I dont need to "MAKE UP STORIES TO GET MORE PUBLICITY!" Please. Get over yourselves. I am just human and as humans, we all go through shit in life. Unfortunately, the media is always watching and reading my every move and take it all out of context.

I mean, U can search as long and hard for those pics of me "Coked out, partying, or drunk leaving a nightclub" every single night, like those other Hollywood girls, if you want...but guess what?  YOU WILL NEVER FIND THEM!  U know why?  It's because I AM NOT what media tries to portray me to be.  For instance we all know Britney had a meltdown along with Lindsay Lohan amongst many other young starlets.  But the thing with me is that.....Nobody has those types of pictures of me.  EVER!  That is because in real life I am a human being, and at the same time I am a very, very serious professional as far as maintaining my public image and keeping my shit together.  Overall, I am a VERY WELL PUT TOGETHER YOUNG LADY!!! Sure I have my own personal issues, but who doesn't???  But my point of this post is.....if u think about it....there has NEVER been pictures of me looking drunk, haggard, wasted, or leaving a nightclub.......because THAT is NOT WHO I AM! 

So to all those media and bloggers who have nothing better to do than bash on me because U have no one else to pick on.....then go ahead.  But I just know you're pissed that I'm right and you're wrong.  If u can find any paparazzi pics of me looking drunk or wasted or being a "PARTY GIRL" out doing drugs and being all that....then I dare u to find those pics and post them.  Cuz you won't.  As for me "SEEKING MORE ATTENTION" please....as u can CLEARLY SEE HERE.....attention is always on me no matter what I do.  Even going to a simple dinner.  So with that said.... I dont need to "MAKE UP STORIES TO GET MORE PRESS"  I get press just walking down the damn street!  So go fuck yourself if u don't have anything nice to say. 

Anyway.....here are some pics of me popped by the paparazzi going to dinner with one of my best friends, Meghan McCain.  She is the Daughter of Senator John McCain and I respect her so much! She is smart, young, beautiful, intelligent and everyone needs to just back off of her and I being friends.  Go pick on someone else who's really a crackhead and leave us be with our lives!  At least I don't have pics of me doing coke and partying everynight....why?  Oh that's right....it's cuz I like to stay home....where it's quiet and AWAY FROM ATTENTION!  Peace bitches.

Sincerely,

Tila