Wow!  Ok so where do I begin?? There's soooooooo much stuff to tell you guys, so hang on tight....this will be a long blog, but hey....this is exactly why I need to blog to let u know why I never sleep & what major projects that I'm doing right now behind the scenes! Ahhh! ARE U READY??? OK *BREATHES* Lets Go!

1) MY MUSIC:  For the past couple of YEARS I have been consistently in the studio recording new music to put together my First Official Album! It's taken many years because I want this to be the BEST Album & I'm not trying to rush things.  I always knew deep in my heart that my album will finally come out one day when it's the RIGHT TIME!  It's always about timing in life.  You can't rush things.  U must believe, focus, and be patient.  On top of that, I have been soo busy working on building my Empire & Franchise that a lot of priorities have been shifted.  However I am HAPPY TO ANNOUNCE THAT MY HIGHLY ANTICIPATED ALBUM AFTER 3 YEARS OF WAITING HAS FINALLY BEEN FINISHED!!!!  So PLEASE stay tuned because my first single will be dropping within the next month or so!  Lots will be happening! Then the album will be released 1st Quarter of 2010!  All under my own record label:  Tila Tequila Records. POW!  This also means that since I have my own label, yes, I will also be looking for new artists to sign & be opening acts for me once I go on a worldwide & US tour! So new artists.....please stay tuned cuz I will most definitely be looking for new artists to sign to my new label. *sigh*  Finally!

2) TILA TEQUILA IPHONE APPLICATION: I have been working hard on putting together my very own Tila Tequila Iphone APP! So freakin cool!  There will be LOTS of cool features on the apps, like being the first ones, to preview & listen to snippets of all the new songs on my album, voting for which songs u like & don't like, daily photo updates, daily tila journal updates, music video's, & many more! U will be able to pretty much stay in contact with me everyday live on your Iphone! COOOL!  This Iphone Application should be launched very soon!  By the end of this year! So u better be ready!  Exclusive material sent to your phone that nobody else will have! YAY!  Damn, that Means I have to get myself an Iphone since I used to have a sidekick and now I have a Blackberry.  I have to get me an Iphone now.  Woohoo!  (That is...when I have time...LOL)

3) MY VERY OWN SOCIAL NETWORKING SITE! As a lot of you already know, I have been working EXTREMELY hard on building my own social networking website!  Do u realize how much work this takes?? OH EM GEEE!  OUt of everything I work on, I would have to say that this social network has, hands down, taken the MAJORITY of my time as I'm working on that website sometimes for 11 hours straight!  I don't sleep!  But I'm very passionate about this website & so far we have launched the site only about 2 weeks ago in BETA & the stats on the website has overwhelmingly exceeded our expectations!! AND ITS NOT EVEN OPEN TO PUBLIC YET!!!  I have only allowed about 2,000 private VIP MEMBERS to join so that we can test out the site & work out all the kinks & make sure everything is 100% working once we finally launch it for the PUBLIC to join!  So far all of my VIP MEMBERS Feedback at my new social networking website has been excellent!!!  

What I offer at my social networking website that no other social network site out there right now offers is that I have pretty much every feature COMBINED!  We have brilliantly laid out everyone's profile set up, so you can easily see everyone's page. It's not all over the place.  The minute you sign up, we also personally pick out top matches for people that we think may be a good match for you to be friends with or date, etc....just by going off of your profile interests.  So immediately, u will already have friends or potential lovers U can meet right away!  The best feature of course is my interactive flash chatroom!  NO OTHER SOCIAL COMMUNITY HAS THIS FEATURE!!!  This flash chatroom has many, many cool rooms in it.  Like "STRIP CLUB"  "NIGHTCLUB" "LESBIANS ONLY" "GAYS ONLY" "CYBER SEX" "30s & OLDER" etc.  And in each chatroom we have kind of  like a tiny chat/ustream feature......where everyone in the chatroom can go live on webcam & we all can chat & see each other on our webcams! It's like a mini crazy private party where everyone unleashes their wild side!  THERE ARE NO RULES IN MY CHATROOM!  That's the cool part!  & yes.....I will be doing live shows on my webcam chatrooms daily or weekly! & trust me.....if u think what everyone has been freakin out over my meltdown on Ustream recently.....that's nothing to the crazy shit I do in PRIVATE to my VIP MEMBERS.  Since I know it's private, I REALLY ALLOW MYSELF TO LET LOOSE!  That's cuz I know the whole world isn't watching & its a very intimate community.  It's fun, everyone is friendly plus super hot!  On top of that we have a "VIDEO ARCADE" feature where there are TONS of video games u can play if u get bored!  From sports games, football, basketball, golf, shooting games, war games, every game u can think of, we have it in my website chatroom! SOOOOOO DOPE! OMGGGGGGG!  The chatrooms are like a real life party cuz I have music set up in different rooms so people can "DJ" while other girls "STRIP" or give "lapdances" in our private webcam shows.  

So pretty much my social networking site will be Facebook, Ustream, Youtube, tinychat, Myspace & Twitter COMBINED!!!!!!! POW!  On top of that I have an EXCELLENT team of very LEGIT people who are helping me build this website!  So you KNOW THIS IS TOP QUALITY SHIT!  I have teamed up with some MAJOR business corporations who are PRO's at this type of stuff!  My Social Networking Staff consists of Former execs who worked for BILL GATES & MICROSOFT!  We have an ENTIRE BULDING FLOOR for our office where me & my team work 247 on this social community!  So you NOW it's some legit shit! I am the President of this franchise & on my way to becoming the next BIll Gates, Donald Trump, Oprah, and all the other moguls in our time.....except...I'm in my 20s and a Hot young, female President Mogul! POW!  Can't wait til it goes LIVE in a few more weeks!  2-3 more weeks or less! Stay tuned! This will be the HOTTEST NEW SOCIAL ONLINE NETWORK TO HAVE EVER EXISTED!

4) MY OWN CELEBRITY GOSSIP BLOG! I have been relentlessly working on putting together this new Gossip Blog!  I have put SOOOO MUCH WORK AND EFFORT into this that I have NO DOUBT IN MY MIND, that it will be BIGGER than Perez Hilton's site.  It's about time someone takes his spot and who better to do that then the other Queen of the Internet?? ME!  So let me tell u a little bit more about my gossip blog & what makes it so different than any other blogs: 

A) Gossip site will be called "TILA'S HOT THOUGHT'S-Hollywood's Most Dangerous Blog!" -This will be FRONT PAGE at my new social networking site. So you see? I have ALL OF THESE ELEMENTS & FEATURES COMBINED!  The Blog will be font & center main page just like Perez Hilton or TMZ.  Breaking news & Gossip will be updated constantly in REAL TIME...DAILY as it happens!

B) I have a legit team of paparazzi's, insiders & writers in Hollywood working for me: I have spent A LOT of time meeting with the TOP PAPARAZZI's in ALL OF HOLLYWOOD to get them to work for "TILA'S HOT THOUGHTS GOSSIP BLOG"  This means that my Gossip & News Blog will have EXCLUSIVE BREAKING NEWS INFO BEFORE ANYONE ELSE IN HOLLYWOOD GETS IT! DAAAAAAMN!  That is some OFFICIAL SHIT!  How do I get exclusive info on Hollywood Gossip before anyone else?? Well, that's cuz I'm smart.  I gave all the top paparazzi's & Insiders a very enticing proposal.  So of course, they can't say no to it!   So now this means I will LITERALLY RUN HOLLYWOOD!  ALl the paparazzi's who are on my team, will get EXCLUSIVE CONENT FOR MY BLOG FIRST!  How dope is that????  We will even get breaking news before Perez Hilton gets them! HOLY SHIT!  & this also means, that I will be owning Hollywood because all the paparazzis out there right now getting all the celebs & inside info, will be sent to me first and directly.  This means that Any celeb who gets on my bad side.....you're about to get fucked honey.  Cuz I have no shame in my game & Now that I'm blogging......ohhhhh the world of Hollywood is about to change!  Aside from me blogging, I will also have 2 other main legit writers to blog & update breaking news for me while I am away.  This is a 5 Star Legit team I have put together.  We are talking about some of the Paparazzi's who were the FIRST ONES there at Michael Jacksons Hospital and were the first to send out the news to alll the gossip websites!  Yes....those paps....will now be working for ME.  So daaaaaaamn my website will be 100% OFFICIAL EXCLUSIVE MATERIAL THAT U HEAR FROM FIRST BEFORE ANYONE ELSE GETS!  Can't get anymore powerful than that can u??  Please I think u will quite enjoy the blog, since it will be updated in REAL TIME, everyday, and exclusive stories.  It's FREE, and It's going to take over Perez Hilton's website!  The Bonus??  Seeing how I too, am a Celebrity, I know A LOTTTTT of inside juicy gossip about EVERYONE in Hollywood. And when I say EVERYONE, I mean EVERYONE!  From people who have gotten plastic surgery, to people who have cheated on very famous partners, to major scandals going down.  So warning to Celebs:  If u don't want me to put you on blast, I suggest you be on my good side & not on my shitlist....cuz trust me....I have all the juicy scandals and secrets about all of you! Be careful! POW!  

C) I RUN HOLLYWOOD & KEEP IT REAL FOR ALL MY Readers;  Yep....u guys all know me very well by now.  I'm not a sellout or a fake ass kisser. My blog will be dangerously honest, no barres held!  I'm gonna tell u guys everything u want to know & keep it real.  You know I'm all about being "FOR THE PEOPLE" so this blog, will be dedicated to all the people out there who like to hear REAL SHIT!  Perez has lost my respect cuz now that he's become friends with the celebs, his stories aren't "REAL" anymore cuz it all contradicting!  For instance we KNOW he's BFF with Speidi, yet when he blogs about them, he "PRETENDS" like he hates them but really he's just LYING to you guys to keep u interested.  That is FAKE SHIT!  My Site..will not be like that.  I don't take shit from anyone & will not be afraid to spill the beans.  Of course It wont be all about celebrity bashing.  I'll just write about what I want.  Plus we will also updated with Current Actual REAL news as well.  So u get the best of both worlds! OMG CANT WAIT! THIS WILL BE YOU GUY'S NEW FAVORITE GOSSIP BLOG TO GO TO! I GUARANTEE IT! 

5) MY NEW TV SHOW! wow ok so everyone has been asking me for ssooooo long when I will have a new TV SHOW...well  have gotten plenty of offers but I REFUSE to do something that I feel isn't true to myself so I had to turn down a few.  But the good news is, I recently had an amazingggg meeting with a TV Production Company who LOVED my new TV Idea Pitch & now..they are totally IN!  So this means that I have also been EXTREMELY BUSY meeting with the tv producers & gettin this TV show put together & hopefully it will air sometime by mid next year!! I can't tell u what this show will be about, but I guarantee you that It will be a MASSIVE HIT!  WHY?  well first of all cuz I'm a genius and I came up with a show idea that NOBODY HAS EVER DONE BEFORE EVER IN TV HISTORY!  BUt yes.....Your brilliant Commander has done it again! So be expecting to see me on your TV screens again very soon! Ahhhhh I'm so excited!!!

6) MY CHARITY WORK! You guys know how PASSIONATE I am about doing charity work.  Not for publicity but because of my shitty life growing up, I can relate to a lot of people out there and I know my ultimate destiny in life is to help people.  I am excited to announce that my own charity, a NON-PROFIT ORGANIZATION has already been set up & I have been busy meeting with all the people I need to meet with to get everything set up and ready to launch my very first own charity "JAYDEN'S ANGELS" My organization is built on providing the less fortunate children that are still in school, with new clothes, Shoes, and School Supplies!!!!  I am so excited about this!  I will have multiple charity drives every year to visit these schools and help these kids & take the pressure off of the parents who work hard but cannot afford to buy their children new clothes!  I would GREATLY APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET FROM MY TILA ARMY to help donate, and volunteer some of ur time to meet up with me & help me at my charity drives!  ARE YOU IN TO HELP SAVE THE WORLD WITH ME????  LETS GO BABY! TILA ARMY IS HERE TO SPREAD LOVE, JOY & HELP PEOPLE ELEVATE TO THE NEXT LEVEL!  Being able to help the less fortunate & make them smile is PRICELESS!  However in order for this to be very successful, I will need my Soldiers who have a good heart to help donate & spread the word & volunteer! We're going to do many great things together!  On top of that, I have teamed up with one of the worlds most respected philanthropists & we are about to combine our work & just make an explosive team to help save this world! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!  SO many charities I am currently working with & many many more to come!  Now that I have teamed up with some of the best Philanthropists, we are going to take you all, my TILA ARMY SOLDIERS with us on this crusade to SAVE THE WORLD!  My Goal is to one day win a NOBEL PRIZE for all the hard work we do to help people. & WE WILL! LETS GO! ARE U IN???

7) WORLD WIDE & USA TOURING: Wow I don't even know how I am able to do all of this and manage to get any sleep at all...but hey...that's what it takes to become successful!  U never see me out partying....U never see me in the Hollywood scene with all those other girls getting caught up in the Limelight & fame. Nope!  I'm always at home working cuz I don't care about being famous.....Im a smart girl, so I am spending all my time on building my EMPIRE & FRANCHIZE & being my OWN BOSS who RUNS THINGS!  I don't understand how some other very rich & famous people out there, who have sooo many opportunities to become a respected MOGUL & still be successful even when ur not famous anymore...but oh well...not worried about them....I'm gonna keep focusing on me.  Now....with my new music coming out soon....I will start doing  a worldwide Tour and USA tour!  This is going to be A LOTTTTTTTTTT of hard work & take up a lot of my time, but it's my passion so I'm excited!  I will start off slowly, so I dont get overwhelmed with all the other things happening.  So right now for instance, this week I will be performing in GERMANY & ISTANBUL, TURKEY!!  & throughout the year I will keep doing these mini tours until I have time to kick off my full blown tour! Ahhhhh! So excited!!!  I work very hard & I care about my fans very much....so I HOPE that you will all support ya girl & Commander when my album drops!  I am doing this myself so U gotta support ya girl! U BETTER GET MY ALBUM & TELL ALL UR FRIENDS TO DO SO AS WELL!  Cuz I rule & I care about you so u can show ur support in return by just getting the album! YAY!

8) PRESS/TV/INTERVIEWS/MAGAZINES: Right now I am being BOMBARDED with interview requests from all types of TV shows.  I'm shooting tons of magazine covers, which by the way, please pick up my current magazine cover that is out now for "STEPPIN' OUT" magazine!!!  The cover is on my website so go take a look when ur done reading this long ass blog! LOL.....so yea.....been busy doing lots of interviews & magazine shoots & new campaigns that will be launched this year as well as next!!!  Soo ummm....for all the haters who keep saying my "15 minutes of fame are up"  ummm.....please.  Who care's about fame when I'm a fucking FORTUNE 500 MOGUL UP THERE WITH ALL THE BIG DAWGS! BUt yea...I'm still famous & will be even more famous next year....so haters, you're just gonna have to bite your tongue ok? Cuz I ain't going NOWHERE! TILA TEQUILA IS HERE TO STAY! POW!

9) SHAWNE MERRIMAN CASE: You see all these GREAT NEWS & THINGS I AM WORKING ON and now....this bullshit???  Ok so to all the haters talking shit......please.....this Shawne Merriman case is the LAST thing I need to be hounded with in my world full of thriving businesses.  But regardless, I am a fighter & I am doing this for all victims of Domestic Violence.  I feel that although this bullshit has caused a lot of stress, and unnecessary negativity in my life, I am continuing to battle it out, not matter how ugly it gets, because I know that I was mis-treated and I want my justice! I want my justice & I want to take back what they all took away from me! My dignity, respect, and self-worth!  So all you haters who have nothing but blah blah blah things to say.....just save your breath honey....cuz I will win this time & it is wrong for someone to get away with criminal charges.  The world needs to understand that u cannot do something illegal & hurt someone & think u can get away with it!  WHy do u think I am so damn persistent in this???  It's not like I NEED this in my life! As a matter of fact, with all the positive things happening in my life this is the LAST thing I need! But Like I said....I know I'm doing the right thing by not giving up because I know damn well deep in my heart that I am telling the truth and have always been from the beginning!  Why else would I fight so hard for my justice otherwise?  Anyway....clearly u can see I have a lot on my shoulders......And I want to thank you all for your support through this time & your support for my many exciting POSITIVE PROJECTS that I have in store!  THIS ONE IS FOR ALL OF YOU, VICTIMS OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE! I AM FIGHTING FOR YOU! I LOVE YOU! 

10) MY AUTO-BIOGRAPHY BOOK: Ever since I did that little rant on twitter & everyone became so enthralled and captivated by my life story, it inspired me to start writing my 2nd book.  The story of my life, where I came from, and what I went through that makes me who I am today!  Once u read it.......everything about me will make so much sense to you!  Why I am such a fighter, why I can be such a rebel, and why it is that I have such a big heart & care about people so much.  This book....will definitely touch your hearts & hopefully allow you to get to know the "REAL ME" a lot better!  It will give me a chance to share the world my story & all the heartache that I've been through, my battles, struggles, and how I stayed strong through it all, and never gave up & grew up to become a successful young woman!  A True Inspiring, heartbreaking, compelling story of coming FROM RAGS TO RICHES!  I think it will help a lot of people and inspire them after they read my book.  Because my life growing up....I know for a fact that the majority of you can relate to because I was just a girl from Houston, Texas with BIG DREAMS!  Anyway....I'm really excited about this book.  It's so deep & emotional.  Plus all the love stories in it & all the characters....wow....it would be even better then the whole "TWILIGHT SAGA!"  I'm for sure going to one day turn my book into a bio pic movie of my life.  It will of course be a trilogy...so many beautiful love stories to tell............*sigh*

Damn......so there you have it!  There's so much more going on in my life but it's 6am right now and I have been working non-stop all day and now the sun is about to come up & I really need to get some sleep cuz tomorrow I have to wake up early for another interview!!!!!!!!!!! Ahhhh!  I barely have time for a love life cuz I barely even have time for "TILA ALONE TIME"  but hey.....I believe in all of this so much that one day I can finally look back, while I am vacationing on my own private island, that I BOUGHT, and say "DAMN....all that hard work.....really did pay off and was worth every sleepless night of busting my butt off & getting my team to believe in me as much as I believe in myself..... And there you have it! I'm making all my dreams come true & they have come true as we speak!  The power and magic of just having faith in yourself, patience, work hard, focus, & not waste time on being jealous or envious of others!  Just focus on yourself & you will go far!  Just like...yep....u guess it....MEEEE! YAY!  Spread the love!  I love you guys!  We have an exciting TILA TEQUILA TAKE OVER IN 2010 COMING UP SOON & I AM PROUD TO HAVE YOU ALL BE APART OF ALL THIS HISTORIC THINGS GOING DOWN!  

*sigh*  I hope you read through all that cuz it took me like 4 hours to write this! So the least u can do is read it all! LOL.....Commander Tila is going to get some sleep now!  I love you! And stay tuned cuz all the things I have listed above will be all happening within this year & early next year so dont miss out!

Love

Tila

PS-I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT I WILL HAVE MY VERY OWN HIGH-END DIAMOND & JEWELRY LINE COMING OUT! IT'S GONNA BE SO FIERCE! IM GONNA BLING YOU ALL THE FUCK OUT DRIPPED IN DIAMONDS! FABULOUS DHALING!  

ANOTHER THING IS THAT I AM CURRENTLY TEAMING UP WITH SOME OF THE BEST TEQUILA MAKERS TO MAKE MY VERY OWN BRAND OF TEQUILA!!! GUESS WHAT IT WILL BE CALLED?? "TILA TEQUILA" DUH! LOL ITS GONNA BE SOOO HOT! IT WILL BE BOTTLED IN A SEXY PINK BOTTLE IN THE SHAPE OF MY BODY & WILL HAVE THE SMOOTHEST TASTE! EVEN THO I DONT DRINK, I'M WILLING TO DRINK MY OWN ALCOHOL & TAKE A RISK AT FEELING LIKE SHIT FROM THE ALLERGIC REACTIONS! BUT IT'S "TILA TEQUILA SHOTS" HOW COULD YOU TURN THAT DOWN?? HEHEHE.......

YAYYYY! OK GOING TO SLEEP NOW. IT'S FUCKING 9:30AM AND I HAVE BEEN WORKING Nx FOR 13 HOURS NOW! I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP ASAP! GOT AN INTERVIEW IN A FEW HOURS! *SIGH* THIS IS MY LIFE ON THE DAILY. SLEEP FOR 2-3 HOURS A DAY.