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guerillabreakdown
Male
20 years old
North Charleston SC, US
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| Credentials: |
 TilasHotSpot.com Member |
| Home: |
North Charleston SC, United States |
| Sex: |
Male |
| Age: |
20 |
| Sign: |
Leo |
| Status: |
Confused |
| Orientation: |
Bi |
| Religion: |
Christian - Other |
| Drink: |
Yes |
| Smoke: |
Yes |
| Education: |
In College |
| Occupation: |
Mad Scientist |
| Member Since: |
12/09/2007 |
| Url: |
http://www.myspace.com/fat
eschosen |
| AIM®: |
whyscene |
| MSN®: |
ask me for it |
| Online Now: |
No |
About Me:
About me.
I never used to fill out this section even on MySpace. They bothered me. How can I sum myself up in this space? Here goes...
I'm Bram, 18, Bisexual, In college [a small southern baptist school]. I am an opinionated person. My thoughts and mouth get me into trouble a lot. I don't really care. I say something that I think regardless of whether or not I should. Some people should here the truth rather than run from it.
I'm also sarcastic so if my cynicism bothers you delete me because it's not going away =]]
Basically, I had a decent childhood. I have a sister [13] and a half brother [20]. I see him once a year, twice if I'm lucky. He has lived with his mother in florida since i was 5. i'm used to it. my parents are anti-gay/black/hispanic/etc. They love me but do not know me. I've hidden myself from them because i was already disowned once for possibly being gay [although i AM bisexual thanks mom and dad].
I am a virgin. It's by choice. Don't ask about it further =]
I was always in trouble in school but never for anything serious. Usually just for talking and being loud. I never held back on voicing myself. It got me in detention/etc. on a daily [literally] basis.
High school revolutionized me. It was 4 yrs of discovery. In 9th grade I had my first homosexual experience. I was 14 he was 18. We made out ONE time in his car and that was it [he sucked at kissing anyways pffft].
12th grade my entire life changed. I fell into the crowd that was not only bad, but was illegal. In more ways than one. Drugs became not only something i did, but who i was. I was known as Bram the cokehead. Not Bram. I became a heavy abuser of Cocaine in february/march of 07. I would later be arrested only 20 days after graduating high school. I was publicly humiliated as i was taken from my job in handcuffs for the possession of cocaine. In front of literally hundreds of people. I worked at a movie theatre. Shamed, and weak, i felt like dying. My mom told me she didn't care when i spoke to her on the phone in jail. She had known about my drug use before my arrest. My arrest only brought it to her attention. The same with my father. My sister had been embarrassed. [Her friends watched me carried out since they were there to see a movie].
I struggled with recovery. I'm still struggling. I've been clean thankfully for EXACTLY 6 months today December 10, 2007. Half a year clean. I'm happier than you could know because of it =]]
I went from 155lbs pre-cocaine to 120lbs in the worst of it. I now weigh 145lbs. [i'm workin' on it =P]
I want to help fight the Rampant Drugs in our schools and wage war on it's infestation. It tears me apart when i see my old friends still unhealthily thin with nosebleeds and bags under their eyes. Shadows of their former selves, sitting razors and straws on the cashier's counter at the local drugstore ....
I broke down my drug addiction. It's possible. Anything is =]]
this is me. I AM BRAM BREAKDOWN |
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