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guerillaryu

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24 years old
Calgary Alberta, CA
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During your travels through life's desert of trials and tribulations, when you turned back to only see one set of footprints ... it was because i carried you.

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Home: Calgary Alberta, Canada
Sex: Male
Age: 24
Sign: Capricorn
Orientation: Straight
Religion: Protestant
Drink: Yes
Smoke: Yes
Children: Someday
Education: Some College
Occupation: model - data entry specialist
Home Town: Calgary
Member Since: 10/31/2007
Online Now: No
About Me:
I AM STRAIGHT, I AM CHRISTIAN AND IM SUPPORTING GAY RIGHTS!

I am a 22 year old Canadian-Englishman, I love Asian cuisine, i'm very opinionated and have more pet peeves then the rest of the world combined, although i choose not to air my grievances about others unless, it is very well warranted. I'm a religious man ( don't worry Tila, i'm NOT A VIRGIN!), but again do not believe in preaching my beliefs to others, because, as i just mentioned they are mine and mine alone. I don't allow old literature to dictate my daily life and i believe God made me the way i am and trusts my better judgment.I believe all rivers run to the ocean, and no matter what name you attach to your beliefs, all good people are united in the end.

My faith is the only thing that has ever remained a constant in my life and God is the only person, including myself, who has never let me down. I live my life 1 day at a time. I never stop pushing for more, I never stop fighting for whats right. Second best is never an option. I never settle and never accept defeat. No is not part of my life. God is my strength. I had a rough upbringing, and learned at a very early age that you must take what you want from life. Nothing comes easy and you must never stop fighting for what you want. I also learned at an early age that the only people who care for you more then anyone is yourself, and God.

I have serious trust issues with people, since all the people i have ever trusted let me down the most, and i have a hard time connecting with people who have "had it easy" so to speak, and i have trouble having any kind of connection with someone has hasn't been to both sides of life's spectrum.
I choose to surround my self with people i feel have something to offer the world. People who share my outlook on life and are able to find beauty in almost anything. People who see the world through different eyes. People who never stop fighting, never accept defeat, people with hearts of gold and souls of fire. People who never see a mountain too tall or a river too wide. Nothing can ever get in between me and my goals and stand a fighting chance. Never stop, never give up, and help those deserving in need. I have seen and lived more in 2 decades then most do in a lifetimes. The biggest goal in life is to help all those willing to listen as long as they are deserving.

I missed out on alot of chances to have fun when i was younger, and as hard as i work, i play even harder. I dont do drugs but i pre-drink harder then most people party :D. I love having fun and the people i choose to surround myself with must know how to enjoy all of lifes luxuries. Someone i can have a deep spiritual conversation with, and then go out and party like as allstar, is a soulmate.
Favorite Music:
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Favorite Movies:
Movies, books music and art that shows me an alternative perspective on life is something i have always valued.

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Notes to guerillaryu (2,778)

Mark as Spam loriwilson : 09/04/2009 4:16 PM
I miss you sooooo much,when I read your journals it's almost like I can hear your vioce in my head....I miss your smile and your evil laugh.
Mark as Spam jmarie469 : 09/01/2009 10:04 PM
http://jmarie469.buzznet.com/user/journa...
Mark as Spam ♥suckmykiss♥ : 08/07/2009 11:10 PM
Still smile when i think of you...missing you Deaner..always
Mark as Spam loriwilson : 06/13/2009 7:33 PM
I love you and miss you sooooo much, it's almost been a year and I still expect your calls. Your niece turned 10 years on friday,how beautiful and sad the day was.Her last birthday was sad to for the fact you could not make it, even though you tried to make to every birthday.Then five short days after your phone call to wish her happy birthday you were gone.This year is even harder because can't we can't have the familly get together like we always do,now the aniversary of your passing is comming.The day before my birthday is the hardest day left to get through....I LOVE YOU DEAN
Mark as Spam G.Rev : 04/16/2009 8:14 PM
I still cant believe youre gone... I'll never forget you hunny. we had some pretty great talks! love you!
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